Sunday, June 26, 2011

Maybe if you listened, you would understand
Maybe if you paid attention, you would have noticed
Maybe if you looked, you would see
Maybe if you believed, you would be happy
Maybe if you agreed, you would be smiling.

Should I love or hate dreams?
They bring you back to your fantasy but they stay as a fantasy when you're awake
They bring you smiles but changes them to tears when you're awake
They bring you peace but makes them tragic when you're awake
They bring you means to escape but throws you back when you're awake
They bring you hope but to crush them when you're awake
They bring you her but to take her away when you're awake.

And so how do i live when i know i still can't let go? how do i move on when i know i can't step off? how do i look at others when i know its still you that i see? how do i survive when i know i can barely without you.

Monday, June 13, 2011

Bad person, Good person

If someone who thinks that he is a bad person then wouldn't he be a good person as he is aware of him being bad?
If someone who thinks that he is a good person then wouldn't he be a bad person as he looks highly upon himself?
If that person who thinks he is bad but aware of being bad is a good person then wouldn't that be ironic of how he wants to be the bad person but turns out to be the good person?
If that person who thinks he is a good but is egoistic then wouldn't he be lying to himself trying to make himself feel good and why would that make him bad?
If that person who does things to harm but it was in order for him to live with himself, then how do we call him bad if he is doing it to survive?
If that person tries to do good things to make himself feel good by helping others to, then why do we call him good if he does things to make himself feel good after helping others do?
If that person is pessimistic and thus say and do bad things then why would he be bad when he was probably good and life turns him bad?
If that person is optimistic and thus do good things then why would he be good when he probably have things that pessimistic don't?
If that good person were to do a bad thing, then would he be bad even if he had been good?
If that bad person were to do a good thing, then would he be good even if he had been bad?
If someone good were to turn bad because of bad people using him to become good, then would he be good or bad?
If someone bad were to turn good because of using good people to become good, then would he be good or bad?
If someone were to be called good with doing things to gain, then would they be good by gaining things?
If someone were to be called bad by having things to gain in another way, then wouldn't they be good?