ThAnKS

sorry to the friends and thanks too for the past week..i've been down but still i found out a few days there is no point sulking and making others sad too so i should stop it and become the kenny i would and is..so once again thanks ^^ i'm back to your usual and funny kenny once again ^^ maybe i would not post so much due to my mood...as i wait for the day i would be acknowledge and not ignored

i'm sick resting at home for 2 days and tml would be goin to sch i guess

another poem..

Silent Replies

As you talked could you stop?
Hear my speech for its too long?
Please not till i am gone..
For the deeper tone
Till the Silent Reply

Hoping you'll hear
I could only write
in my blite
maybe you're hear
my silent replies

Silent replies
for you to carry on
in an diffrent angle
as long as i'm inside
not on the other side
for the silent replies

Till the day you're willing to hear
my absolute silent replies


(a new creation)
A Poemetic story

It all started without love
and we without gloves
as i thought it'll be save
of not being burnt
and will be taking to the grave

As it moves on
my heart shatters
listening your cries
listening to your laughter
i smiled
i wished an eternal smile
for you'll always be happy

I thought as i move on
if i was ready
in reply they answered me
if i'm truly happy
i said i am

When i was there
you had to go
to somewhere
the leafs gotta go
along with the wind
with a tree chasing
that decides to let go
just for awhile
before starting the chase again
for it is immposible to let go

The leaf flew by the tree prayed
and said it many times
but leaf had to go
leaving the tree
some shattered hearts
and said to forget
which could not be done

The tree felt it was ok
as he started chasing
he could not find
he prayed for a shout which didn't happen
now he wanders around
for the leaf to reply

and he forever begs
and beg ,beg ,beg ,beg
wish,wish,wish and wish
hope,hope and hope

one word to describe today.."tragic"

many things flew through my mind
things that could not have an answer soon
maybe in the future?

please anyone tell me my flaws
cos i feel that i don't understand myself anymore
my mind is messed up and i can't thing anymore

today's school was a fast 1 as there was no extra lessons so aft 5 periods of dnt,1 period of naggin about maths and a quiz,a period of chinese spelling and lastly a period of litreture which does nothing much(thx to the teacher)

so i went home with 3 friends trevor,clarence,joel
on the way i was injured(veri slightly) and humilated by clarence
har har har
pushing me into the bush is so fun...

then they went to my house while c and t was playing my bro's ps2
while me , my bro and j was searching for a handphone ear plug which could not be found =.=

then they went home...watched animes

then went for tution(zzzz!!)
however the coffee ice blend kept me awake...
on the way home i saw a rainbow and was so beautiful but when i reach home i took the camera onli took a veri veri fade picture of it...




next i met with the TripLe L
because
1. big bro Lee sheng yao
2. 2nd bro Lek kenny
3. 3rd bro Loy joel

went to orchard to visit my mother at e hospital after a surgery
i'm glad that she looked good and did not sound or look like any bad pain or something like that..


off we went to dinner at paragon with Tori Q!!!
one of the best bento in the world
i had the unagi one!! ^^
then we went market place look for bro and bought sushi at half price and chop the price summore cos my bro colleuge put $2 price tag on all 3 boxes hahahaha!!
and i treated the triple L some drinks ( i had pokka coffee)

next station
shop for joel wallet!!(he wanted a leather 1)

so we went to find the wallet shop there but to our dismay it was closed down and changed to other shops so we went the 77th street to buy( he bought a somewhat common to mine but for $49.90!!!) rich...we chatted and joked all the way even when we were lost in paragon awhile and also the hospital...

we started scaring each other with hospital ghost and zombies while we were alone in the quiet hospital...

back we are at my mum's ward

while we were playing drum mania with my bro's laptop we heard those when heart beat stops the kind of flat tone so we were freaked out but it was my mum's medicine has ended so we found the nurse aft 15mins to change it( i was so scared)

the fav. part of hospitals is the drink vending machine i like the way cups drop, drinks fell and ready it flashes (a little coffee from my big bro and teh tarik ice for me)


then brother game watched his perfect score of drum mania then we went home as it was around 10++ already


we stopped awhile at mac eating ice cream cones and afraid we missed the last train we rushed to the mrt station( i haven't finished mine..i threw it away sads)

we saw the man we ermmm.. feel sorry for (he was a blind and deaf i think) i donated around 50 cents(almost all my coins) while sy donated 5cents.... what the...

then we went home
and here i am
with super active eyes but tired body
thanks to coffee( i'll post the photo some day)

i heard the a quote from the serial drama

"friends could be forever but husband and wifes may not stay together"

this quote left me thinking

if you are friends are always wouldn't your heart be forever kept inside?

i know this feeling therefore now i'm confused

Princess

Your smiles ever so bright
gleaming with the light
your sadness is my blight
i wanted to share your fight
against sadness with rights

you are my princess
watashi hime~
the princess of my heart
my forever princess
you are priceless

bestow your smiles to me
and my mind would wobble
falling in the trap of love
which i would never be free
as long as you exist
my forever princess
watashi hime~