Watched Year One the other day, 3rd movie of the week, my wallet has plasters on them.. it was alright i guess, lame till funny kinda flim.. 3/5?

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Maybe when you look back in your memories, deep inside somewhere, you knew a person, which started off from a stranger who you never thought you would know, and slowly with time as judge, you became close friends with, as you got closer, you might think that you know this person well, but in actual fact you don't... That very stranger that became your good friend, you slowly get repulsed and irritated with that friend of yours, and slowly you find that you unconsciously reject your friend that reluctantly tries to amend, but no, you don't ease up, you badger that friend even more, every word you deny and every action you brush away.. then you find the distance slowly enlarging, theres this barrier that momentally formed after your constant signs of avoidance, then uncomfortness kicks in, then you find the relationship fades away, and slowly you distant.. you cannot see it but that very person is human too, he feels the hurt from your constant reprimandation for being himself.. then you find yourself being shunned by that very person you shut away... and in the future, you find might possibly find yourself haunted with regrets and try to make amendments, but a broken relationship needs more than you can even give, even if you managed, it'll never be the perfect feeling in the past

Midnight Fantasy

i'm sure i speak for more than one person other than myself, but the reason, the truth of why we stay up late into the night or early into the morning, is not just because we don't want the day to end but the looming darkness that present itself upon us, sparkles an undeniably charm, a jewel of self reflection, self pity, self deception, self fantasy, self interaction is born within us during this period of time, it strangely makes us think even clearer than usual, it rings a tune in our mind and heart, a tune of escaping, its a moment where you're alone and you feel like its another world, a world of peace and serenity, a world where it is truly yours... and with these reasons, we're enstrangled and enticed into the midnight fantasy

Maybe i've been trying too hard
trying too hard to love you

Perhaps i've been trying so long
to never let you go

So much that
its possible that i've already did...

It might be that i've succumb to my fate
maybe a few steps too late
trapping myself in delusions
with all the deceiving illusions.

I tried with my heart
but reciprocate isn't what i expected
i know, yet its too difficult to part
before i knew it, i'm already infected

Maybe i've had one look too much
maybe its a stab too painful
perhaps its too much for me to judge
perhaps i've already been too sinful

Saturday was a cousin outing night, went to ps, walked around, had dinner and went for beancurd then home...thanks inez,jackie,jj for treats..

Sunday was another busy day, went for my cousin baby's full month shower... the baby was so tiny and till i can figure out how to upload the photo from my phone since my bluetooth doesn't work, i'll just leave it like this...

Monday comes and at about 2pm i have Principal and Practical of Classroom Management(PPCM), the last piece of exam paper i'll see before going on my 2month break, woke up at about 8:40 and reached school by 10:15 to start studying, i mean start as in start literally.. the paper wasn't that bad i guess, but it seemed unbelievable since the scores given are high for the question and my answer was half a page long... didn't seem that i could obtain good marks...
o well =)
then after exam, went with Rachael,her bf, Kethyln, Hamidah, Rafidah O Ma, Bingxue and Peiqi Nuna to watch ORPHAN! at The Cathay, the story was really nice i reckon, scary meter was okay i think, but scare-able i guess.. 4/5 for me =)
after that to Lao Pa Sar for dinner and Fabulous Cream( city link icecream parafait ) for supper before heading home...
not a bad day at all
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Whats A Fitting Ending For A Perfect Start..Perhaps thats why its so hard..

Well Thanks Everyone for yesterday (and today) =)

Some Prawning Photo...

Prawning with SY today, it was a lousy morning to prawn...hardly any prawns. caught 11 prawns, 5 by me 6 by sy.. the boss there gave us 3 extra prawns though..
but 14 prawns for 30dollars isn't worth it..
its okay, wasted efforts just means that it can't be any worse.

Just figured that my shift key is faulty..

Listening to korean songs(2 in particular) for a change, it certainly is catchy...

A choking feeling
with the lump in my throat
a choice between reeling
or just stagnatly float

A choice to decide
A decision to choose
Moment of folly to fight
or a constrict to loose

in delusion
disregardlessly i suspect
in disbelief
regardlessly i sustain

Fantasy i enveloped
lies i surround
The truth i understood
Yet a fake i chose to live