Watched Hairy Potty on friday.. have to disagree with the crowd, i was quite fascinated by the whole experience, it links up really nice i think and the effects all these are great, i suppose it depends on how u view it and if u have read the book or not. 3.5/5

Sat, Capoeira with Carol n May... now I CAN HEADSTAND ON MY BED ONLY =D!! ( my head has balukus..)

couldn't remember what i wanted to write anymore..

Today was an okay day

went for attachment, the kids actually praised me handsome =D ( i know, its only kids perception )
then went to lunch at Borsch Steakhouse with Sibani n Wenlei

had my sirloin steak,

went home

slept 30mins

woke up somehow

went Prawning with joel,trevor,shengyao,richard,anthony

total of 25 prawns or more prawns were hurt during the making
25 of them which was definitely murdered as they are swimming in our stomach aft being salted and bbq..

went mac for proper dinner

and homed..


with loads of assignment swarming at me, and yet hadn't lift a finger on them yet...
yet everyone else is so hardworking..

i'm pretty much screwed

It all seemed so easy when it was me
it seemed simple enough for me to be
be the coward that ends what he starts
sucking in all those other's criticizing darts

the vision so unsteady
unlike the past, where it seemed so straight
illusioned i seemed so unready
as if i had myself toyed with fate

confused with doubts in my mind
yelling at the heart so sickly illed
with a question that wants me to find
my own ending to selfishly sealed

that single mistake that caused all these
wavered my strongest will
since it was i who made it still
giving me reason for me to cease

my mind so cloudy and blurred
i cannot think and i cannot see
which decision should set me free
to hang on or just to leave it slurred

i knew the answer, i really do
but why does it seemed so hard to return
i'm messed up though seemingly cool
with that mistake that slowly burn

somehow i'll standby here
and watch us live
two entity on their fear
one so mad and one so diff
and watch the folded unfold

Stopped In The Tracks..
Stopped In The Tracks..
Stopped In The Tracks..
Stopped In The Tracks..
Stopped In The Tracks..

Right Ankle's a Bummer...

let me just summarize my modules for awhile

Monday - Child Development LECTURE - 1hr 40mins of copying copying and half sleeping with half joking period

Tuesday - Attatchment to Treasure Box - 3 hrs of cuteness, observations and smiles accompanied with 2 wonderful person that made it greater (teacher wenleh and teacher barney)

Wednesday - Field Practicum Consultation - 1hr of Slacking.... Speech Trainning - 2hrs of fun and laughter as well as vocal invokation.... Sports and Wellness - 2 hrs of Trying to win matches with Fantastic Street Soccer

Thursday - Written Communication - Boredom lesson but inevitable..... IT - Own World while trying to catch what the teacher is saying and then do as seen..

Friday - Child Development Tutorial - Half Boredom Lesson with half Team work fun.. IT - Same thing.... Principal and Practical Of Classroom Management - Fun Yet Boring At Times


Very Brief..

I did it so wrongly
I screwed up so badly
Shouldn't act like i knew it all
like i'm doing it all

Darn It...now i don't know how to speak

A tiny part of me wish that
you'll just break me
carry on to crush me
and then shatter me
before pulverising me...
just take me down till i don't stand up anymore..

But why does a single word, even "goodbye"
seem to anesthetic everything..

HAPPY 17th BIRHTDAY SHAREENA

and also

HAPPY 56th BIRTHDAY DAD!

Hope everything goes great and smashing




i'm lived with ego
i take everything to myself
i want to shoulder every burden
i desire to take it all myself
but i don't want to let you know
i don't want to show it out
i want it to be a self recognition
but there ain't a person unthirsty
unthirsty for acknowledgement
i crave for listeners and followers
as well as understanders
i'm unlogical and irreasonable
so incomplete
chaotic disaster