Went To Expo In The Afternoon ALONE!! to the PC show

it was kinda crappy cos i was mainly there to see stuff and collect the flyers BUT

those ppl distrubuting flyers onli 1/4 of them passes me flyers without asking them

so i hab to either say eh can i hav one of the flyer thanks~ or juz go to their booth and take =.=

disregarded T.T one even say bring your parents come n see its like treated lik a kid even though i'm gonna turn nicely 16 nxt yr ..

wondered there for an hour and when ur're there you will definately lose ur sense of direction..I SWEAR!!(well i'll recommend you to go if you're looking for games,laptop,mp3,mp4 and stuff..

so after that went to tampinese mall to browse around and ended up having lunch in the food court there and as usual JAPANESE FOOD!! had terayaki chicken and salmon katsu bento but i muz sae wasn't realli nice $5 summore..

12-14th Nov
i went for moi class e chalet 1E/2E 06,07
well i experienced 2 things there
BBQing till Morning(having bbq for breakfast too)
And
Wearing the same socks for 2 days nt even taking it out for a sec..
BLEHX
well nothing much to report on this chalet as nothing much happened..

Going PokKai(bankrupt) this holiday almost everyday at least gt spend some money as keep going out to eat and stuff..

juz went to the Dhoby Ghaut Exchange there to eat a place called Just Acia..it serves something like bento and stuff "SOMETHING LIKE" and yup its asian food..the best part is tad it hav free flow of drinks and ice cream so even though ur're nt full u can stay there and hav ice cream till you r!!and also the environment isn't too bad

..

5,6,7 Nov gt chalet so i long time no post as on e 7 and 9th gt drama as yesterday(10th Nov) went to perform at Vivo for the crime prevention thingy

did i mentioned i won a new hp by the lucky draw i took part in(7-11 big gulp)
got a 5610(expressmusic)

5th Nov
bought all the stuff for bbq before heading to chalet,on e 1st day there was onli me,clarence,zhan hwee,trevor,sheng yao,joel onli so didn't do much juz keep lazing around watching tele (they told me nt to bring PS2)but me,trev,zhan hwee didn't sleep tad day
6th Nov
as we didn't slp, me , trev , zhan hwee went to buy mac breakfast then headed to the beach there wait for sunrise at about 4.15am
so we waited for like 3:45hours till 8 am but still onli the sky brightens no sun so we went back onli to find sy left for sch already then later zhan hwee also went back to serangoon
so i went to collect my new hp in the afternoon at the Giant there..but gt lost at tampines twice before reaching there..
went back tad time but the rest went cycling so i juz went to watch tv play some games wit myself..
at night was much more fun as lots of ppl came well maybe nt tad much lik total 11ppl?
but nothing was ready for barbequeing except the hotdogs so we splited and did diff things,some wash prawn,some prepare bbq,some prepare charcoal then mi defrost the chicken by keep washing it and later on hand-marinate the chicken
then watched 300 the movie aft tad almost everione went 2 slp onli left me,richard,zhanhwee,joel and hausan but at around 3+ i went to slp too
7th Nov
Morning went to eat subway and then go home,i havta go drama so went and came home and sleep..
10th Nov
Performed at VivoCity i must say my old man mask are cursed as the 2nd time i acted the show i fell down n the board was held upside down then this time the mask snapped so it look lousy and unprofessional even though i tell every one to do their best and be professional...dammit...but to the rest of the drama group Good Work Keep It Out

was sick for the past few days,down with fever,cough,cold,flu,sorethroat..
so didn't have much energy

today was feeling much better aft 2 days of medication onli coughing now..at least for now..

had drama yesterday
so i've comfirmed the date wherei will be performing in Vivocity for a somesort of crime prevention skit so it'll be on the 10th November but i don't know which part of the place so i'll tell u guys nxt time aft i found out

Respect To Police GONE!!
1st incident last week ish on 21st sunday

we were playing soccer on e muddy field so the ball accidently bounced and skidded till a auntie pants then it gt dirtied we argued with her for like 1hr then she keep wanting us to pay,she even said tad she was in a hurry then followed by dono the number of the police...what lame excuse..
so police came aft abt 2hr when it happened then the police keep helping the auntie and keep calling us to shuddup nt giving us chance to explain ourselves toot crap..then the auntie changed to her other side of her face and keep saying its nt abt dirtying her pants is what abt if accidently hit someone..BUT this incident is onli dirtying pants the police keep agreeing also what the hell is it gotta do with injuring ppl now?this is this tad is tad it took like 2hrs - 3hrs..

2nd incident yesterday 26th Friday

We were playing soccer again aft school at serangoon north(peicai moving there on 2008)then we happily walked home but on the way the joel must go and wave to the police then the police came out and take our IC so we let him copied down..then they like friendly friendly then we also talk talk also then we ask keep asking them why they detain us for now, then they dun want tell us but we have the rights to know what then they keep talking rubbish with us..then when they say they friendly to us then we climb over their head and then clarence juz said never climb(meaning nvr take advantage of them)then they fired up..SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD stupid lo they keep shouting
also not our fault,we are not in fault also..

its either veri good police or dam bad police
wanna write report le

Went To School And DID NOTHING FOR THE ENTIRE DAY...so talk,sleep,talk,play,talk,sleep,talk yep tads the format

so after tad was conned as they told me no drama for today so went with richard for job interview,so considering if i should go work too?..hmmm

opinions please?

Drama Thanks Everyone That Has Supported Us At The National Crime Prevention Skit Compertiton Which We Have Won The 1st Place With A Medal,A Chance to perform at Vivo and also $1000 CASH..
so what next?
PARTY!!!the drama room became a buffet rm today cos theres 10 pizzas,30pcs chicken,though not much but there was so mani left overs tad we have to give it to the staff room for all the teachers though Peicai LOOKS DOWN ON PEICAI...
yep yep so tads te following pictures,Pst.(the prawns picture was on an earier date where we went seoul garden buffet)

Heres The Pic where i was outing with my family from NewYork(some of them are from Penang as i promised)

Yes la finally over

i think you can stop studying now?

exams are somewhat more fun than school sometimes i guess..
i like taking exams onli hope tad after doing exams the papers automatically burn and rip themselves apart..

okaiee firstly a veri big "thanks" to Ic Lee and Vernon for starting the Cummon trend that i've been hearing for the past week

and i also have to hear people brag about how easy they comprehended the exams

lastly i have to put up with "oh the exam was so chicken feet,the minium i can get is like A1?"

yes ah..

Watched The Detective after makaning at seoul garden yesterday,our soup taste exactly lik miso soup??

ghost and horror isn't my bowl of movie but i do have a want to watch them
however i can't sleep at night later on and on..and a few days later on..

alright dream on for ur good results..

Well after a week of gruelling exams and everyday soccer..leaving an exam of literature on tuesday onli have to go to school for 50 mins and i guess soccer will carry on as my day...
Skipped school for today cos nothing to do in school..but had a sms from school saying i topped maths paper 1 in class..SHOCKED..cos didn't realli know how to do..XP but still paper 2 i think also die cos is even worse then paper one ten million times harder...just passing most of the subjects i'll be happi..going taka later so gtg byes

Happi Day
got jersey
Countdown Stops
Smiles Return
^^
Stay as the way please

Well..Exams comin so i don't think i'll post another one these days maybe 3 wks later??

19Th Sep
went to watch ratatouee(or how u spell it)at AMK,then went back to serangoon for Wyman's grandmother's wake(my condoleces) then went home nothing much else

following days are nothing much study,soccer,eat,study,sleep or study soccer,soccer,eat,sleep and lastly study,swim,eat,study,sleep

soo gd luck for ur End Of Year Exams Guys..though it wouldn't be much used of..


8 Months Has Past Why is that Memories Still Remain?

Long Time Nvba Post

ok lets start with a quote my cousin said
he said: "I don't like watching anime anymore cos it makes you think why couldn't you have a life like them."

well tad is true..but then my reason watching anime besides the humor n action is becos a chance to dream...cos most anime has so many happy momments or not they do something great or special everyday..but still its just another dream tad could nvr come true...

Sep 15

Tuition in the morning
played Ragnarok Battle Offline With my cous and sheng yao, funny thing only my cous tried talking to him but sy didn't utter a word to him ?.?
Went Punggol to earli celebrate mooncake festival cos uncle leaving for india again..
somehow it doesn't feels like an occasion at all very quiet...my bro,My Cous Jj and me played super minature american football in the house though lame but fun!!OK WHO WANTS PLAY AMERICAN FOOTBALL!!!BRING IT ON!!!

Sep 16
Played games by myself till afternoon
Went to AMK Hub(take 22)to buy things for my bro,a plushie
then went orchard paragon gib him then take another mrt up to TPY to meet up with Richard,Zhan Hwee,Sheng Yao eat Long John Silver(dun realli think worth it)
then went there de courts buy sy earphone then walk walk look for shoes,richard treat me waffle thanks!! then went home...tads all

Listen To Deathbed By Relient K

Sorri didn't have the energy or time to post these days becos keep trainning on the skit we doing for the national crime prevention,so today is the big big compertition with the top prize of 1000 cash prize..so after long practices and grueling trainning we performed today at republic poly,we have made 3 mistakes
1St: The Board I'm Suppose To Hold Was Upside Down
2Nd:I Fell Down(covered up by me acting)
3Rd:Walk Wrong Side Or Props On The Wrong side...

by this point you probably think we lose but suprisingly i don't know how or why but we actually win 1st prize it was dam shocking when they said 2nd prize was other school nt us we stared then like blur blur cos we at backstage keep thinking die le but still gt 1st
lol
but tml gotta gib the trophy,certificate,cash check to mrs feng(principal) hopefully she give us the $1000 ^^ Prays



for better quality juz click on the video

at night when to eat at seoul garden with 2 of my cous and my bro kept talking about funny stuff's in da internet somehow i was hungry and didn't ate much( MUST BE THE DRINKS DAM THEM )
after that went to cineleisure to watch Bourne Ultimatum..GREAT SHOW 100% WATCHABLE..reminds me of a anime i watch "monster" alittle creepy sometimes when he recalls the past..but fully action packed and realistic with great storylines..best show yet these days..
okay for opening presents

1:An Ip Zone shirt n jeans ^^
2:A Soccer Ball ^^
3:A Soccer Ball Namecard Holder ^^

Not a bad day at all

i'm 15 years old
180 months old
5472 Days Old
131328 hours old
7879680 minutes old
472780800 seconds old

but this is the exact 7th month..
about 215 days
about 5040 hours
about 302400 minutes
about 18144000 seconds
has been the unhappiness part of my life,the countdown will stop when you're back

Parents Overseas...Yay?Boo?? Confused...

pray it doesn't rain going soccer later..

~I'm not just something for you to insult and throw away..I tried to be someone better,but all you see for was just humor..you idolize this funny person and for humor you don't see how much you've inflicted damage on others by your actions.~

yes people would say or scold things about this but if you were the 3rd person you'll see..if you were the person you'll know and if you're the person you'll never feel

i really really don't know is it me who had changed if so what have i changed? i've stop these dumb vulgar and cut down on senseless violence what do you people like all these?
it makes me funny?

i really wonder if i really deserve a reply scolding me just for trying another time to get you outta the home and to play soccer you have to scold me with these languages so famous to you people?

i used to think friends are the best thing in the whole world but now i much beg to differ..

even when i asked a question to ask whats the problem that you're not happy wit me,they won't tell and i'm insulted summore..

go ahead think i'm emo,or stuff but these times i realli have no way of solving these kinda problems...

Thanks for showing me friends forever is just a lie
Thanks for showing me troubles can't really be shared with friends
Thanks for showing me that friends sometimes can't be bothered
Thanks for showing me some friends just aren't tad great

Sorry was busy thiese weeks quite busy so no update..life been alittle crazy these days grandmother gone alittle cranky..don't eat her medication keep saying wanna die even throw medicine that cost 10 dollars a pill outta the window...when i'm sleeping then at 5+ she juz comes in and sleeps beside me..irritating..throws everything here n there...uncle gone back to NY,bro's back in singapore,mum's in melbourne dad's going there this sat..wonder how we're gonna live while trying to take care of the cranky gramp...HELP?

somewhat hetic these days very tired very tired and restless..remancing about past stuff..live,songs and such...
the friends side abit still neglected,sometimes i wish people could juz tell me about what is wrong with me that is pissing them off so much..that i'm being picked on??
Sometimes it feels juz like being used

My First Time on e plane was on 3rd of August to Penang!!! skipped school for e day..
these 2 months theres so many ppl from my family going in and out of the airport..4 more trips to the airport then no more...No matter where you are in penang you see moutains tads beautiful..best property of penang?

3rd August
flight on 11am so checked in and play around using trolleys and escalators
then once on the plane,was nervous but actually its nothing realli..so landed tad day
there was this driver named Harry which was a veri nice guy which helps us and makes things best for us in many ways..we went to eat penang laksa and some dim sum and then went 2 e resort called the Holiday inn...On e way there there was this road which keeps turning left then right then left then right then left then right so fun so we played the squishing game YAYS!!!

so we reached the hotel..and guess what the hotel was dead good...with airconditioning which goes up to 5 degree celcius,bathtub,luxirous bed,a television,comfy cusions YAY!!! Later that day we took the newest bus system in penang called the Rapid Pinang..dam it was crowded with little seats,and it can drive till no petrol go refill oil then carry on driving...lousy i stood for about 1hour 30mins..till the Jetty in GeorgeTown..nothing much saw it then went to gurnile drive to have dinner(SO MANY BEGGARS THERE OMG ITS VERI))&)!@(&$)@!$) So enough of the bus we took a cab which is like 30 ringgat to anywhere you want..luckily!!! so reached hotel played alittle wrestling and then watch disney channel till we sleep...

4TH August
this day we are driven around by the uncle Harry around we went to many places so i'm probably not going into detail ok? ok starting from the hotel we went eat breakfast at the side near the beach then went to the games room to play metal slug and pool (POOL IS FUN POOL IS FUN AND EASY) then 1st stop the Peranakan Mansion(an old mansion) its creepy with all the red translucent paper stuck on some window which looks like a ghost or slasher movie..next is the pewter shop where they sell things made of pewter(expensive) third stop is the temple where got the 3rd largest sleeping buddahh in the world took a fortune tad read..(got number 18,,Your Present position is like a valuable treasure buried under the ground.You dig the ground in the hope of getting it but you dig the wrong place and you are unable to find it. Similarly even if you work hard at the present career is unsuitable.In rowing it against the current of water and wind,the boat will naturally not go fast.Do not get discouaged.In future,there will be some people to support and help you.In case of Prosecution you have a few hopes to win the case and probably you may be found guilty.Your next baby will be a boy.Your luck in other things is not good.)next stop a mosque,then the guan yin miao,went to eat lunch(tandoori chicken),batik clothing stores(painted clothes?)then went to a coffee and chocolate store man its good bought a pack of hot chocolate cocca back..Lastly went to Gek Lok Shan a big big big temple on a moutain..went back to hotel had a swim then went to have dinner at The Ship(best steak in town or so it says)i guess it wasn't too bad..then went to pasar malam there(it doesn't sell food there but juz items like toys,clothing,dvd) bought 5Pirated DVD for 4 ringgat each(like 2 sing dollars?) bought "Harry Potter"order of phoniex"..Blades Of Glory..Simpsons..300..Bridge To Terrabithia..then went to a mart called the Happy Mart 24Jam(which means 24hours)and yea bought chewing gums and snacks to last ourself in the night...then aft tad went back but my cousin slept juz aft watching mulan from the disney channel...so after another show i went to sleep too..

5th August
had breakfast at the same place then went to e games room and played somemore pool and other games..then packed up and go..reached Singapore at around 3+? then took a bus 53 with cousin n parents home around 5pm reached home..play play play..went to eat dinner but its with a chinese auction thingy..dam noisy then went back and sleep...

6th August
went school today,played alittle soccer,went drama go to punggol marina to eat and went home so here i am typing all these with my eyes half close...will post pictures next time

MY BACK HURTS!!!! caused by zhan hwee who rammed me into a hand dryer...ows...so aft school wanted to play soccer for the 1st time in the week BUT they delay n delay then my cous call me to find them at suntec so i went..went walk walk bought birthday presents forr my aunt n my couz(a myuk hp pouch and a foam cusion) then at night went to Sakura restraunt to eat man it was good,tried many things there, like eating sashimi,eating cakes with chopsticks,cake kebab made my chopsticks...can consider to go there again juz 22 or 20dollars all you can eat ^^

didn't on the com for 2 days so finally logged in

Sunday 29th July
woke up earli in the morning 5.30 as going to airport to fetch my uncle's family who had emigratted to Singapore and now spending their summer holidays here..so 1st went to ate breakfast(nasi lemak in the canteen) as flight was delayed..so finally they arrived at abt 7.45? then i followed them to punggol..played cards and cluedo entertaining them but was wrecked so went to sleep at abt 5pm++woke up ate dinner,watched just followed the law and went home..copied Geography nots then SLEPT IMMEDIATELY

Monday 30th July
Had school today..sianz...so monday is always lazy yet fast then aft school said have stomache ache then went to paragon to find my uncle n family there so aft there went suntec to walk walk..then ate lunch at the food court had bento(tempura chicken n prawns) i love bento..aft tad went with them to punggol and went home about 10+ went to slp immediately again..shrek

Tuesday 31st July
HAPPI BIRTHDAY JOEL..no presents yet but some time later...as usual school then aft school went to drama didn't really do anthing juz reharse over it twice and went off..so my uncle is at the lao pa sha at raffles so took 107 BUT OVERSLEPT ON THE BUS then reached the terminal at dono whee(kammel road or something?) then wanted take cab to there but no cab then took 970 to tanjong pagar then took a mrt to raffles place and met up with them at around 5++..after tad we went raffles city walk walk...then had lunch at quite a luxirous dinner at Clarke Quey at the restraunt called Forbidden City well its not bad and for deserts CREME BURLEE AND TIRAMISU!!! then walk walk now tired so i blogged slackly sorry bout tad but eyes closing so nights o yea took a fortune(the one where you put ur hands in the mouth) some true some not..

Fortune Ticket
You're full of vitality and people admire you for your love of life..

You indulge to luxury and showy and extravagant things..

You find it difficult to lead a healthy well ordered existence..

You will have to sufferr deception and unhappiness in love several times during your life..

Even in old age you will continue to be sucessful and happy thanks to love and affection..

there are excellent indications of a happy marriage although this does not necessarily involve material advantages..

(1 star least 9 stars most)
life - ***
love - ***
luck - *****
Health - *********(?? i break legs n hand here n there and gets sick once in a few month??)
Sex - ********

well tads all

hmmm i guess i'm quite lucky i guess i somehow won e "IN" page simpsons thingy so gotta go quite a far place to collect e prize..didn't expect it at all..Yays!!
One more happi news is the drama club going into e grandfinals of the compertition(national crime prevention) top prize $1000!!!!gotta win gotta win gotta win(for both e prize n fun!!)

but

the bad luck falls on the sports..every single time i play soccer i get injuries like yesterday fell on my knee now walk abit funny then today fell on my butt climbing over the wall to get the ball...real bad luck not to mention ex injuries like stiches,broken arm and such...

don't know why but lots of my friend somehow turned somewhat cold to me these days something i did??something happened?? if it is then what is it??answer??

6th Month.....how long more?

Okays starts the day by going earlier to school by abt 10 mins thinking of helping carrying our so called drinks product for RacialHarmonyDay but found out he had left so went to school..in school dilly dally then go change into my ethnic costume which i had bought yesterday top+btm+scarf = $20 Shoes = $10, an indian costume btw..

so after some fooling around did a so called test paper then fooled around again not just me everyone did ^^u tend to get high on occasions rights? ^^ so left for the drama room at 9am as has compertition and nid to prepare..but was let out to eat at abt 11 - 11.30 was a short time had

1. 2 Curry Puffs
2. 1 Ang Gu Kueh
3. 2 Packet Drinks..

tads all didn't have time to scout around... sadistic as out of my whole 4 years in peicai i could onli truly enjoy the next year in sec 4(provided i am still in express the next year) becos

Sec 1 - Thought it was bothersome

Sec 2 - Didn't go school as has drama(public performance in raffles hotel)

Sec 3 - Went Drama..

Sec 4 - Look forward to

ok so for me RHD is over now comes Drama..still mutters my rap so was abit reluctant to go but still we went to e republic poly to perform..well everyone was friendly..chatted alot on the bus with my juniors..so when we reached there we were still in play mode ( don't look at me like tad its necessary as its to calm them down) so when we finally settled down and practice alittle, NanHua Sec and Amethys?? Sec came so was noisy..and proceeded..i was so called appointed the leader as the so called group to be interviewed by the MC to the judges(was expected things about the play) BUT it was lame question which i have nothing much to answer...so went on but i feel i did quite badly...PRAY PRAY GET IN FINALS PRAY PRAY...i have to say NanHua Sec the people are over too enthu?? or we were so cold?? they kept shouting bye to us and i was the onli one waving and said Bye.. has..ha..ha...so played around in the bus again..

aft reaching home with joel and jian hui(met on the way) they went to my house play fifa.. then go play soccer with others...bought milk,went home..just had a blackout due to the stupid kettle's socket always got water in it i dono how but i just does...its fine now though...

"beautiful people has pea brain" quoted by a certain people

BUT don't scold me yet i don't agree okays?

makaning sushi..

The only free weekday of the week from drama..stress!!! isn't fun to be a senior i guess...

so i'm getting alittle sick drank plenty lots of water which makes me visit the toilet every 1 or 2 hours..

in school i'm god dammed sleepy keep dosing off..WHY I SLEEP EARLY!!!lucky i dosed off on relief periods onli had 4 relief today

aft school went home then straight away go make passport at e ICA building..saw 2 old friends shawn n clara(didn't recognize me) and my present school mate wei qin(didn't see me)

so waaited for 3 whole hours there to renew a single passport which they can have it done in 2mins...speechless once again..

so after tad went to marina square to eat with mum we talked about a few places but finally ate at New York New York..not a bad place to dine in..good atmosphere,food thats not half bad,and sky rocketing prices XP

so after eating go walk walk and got reminded on how much restraunts i wanted to go but never had the chance to..so made a list on those...ok back to after eating

after eating
ate some hokkiado ice cream and i decided to advise u people never to try tad even though the flavors is alittle intresting but THE ICE CREAM IS BAD TASTELESS UNPROPERLY SHAVED ICE AND EXPENSIVE
okok bought some mrs field muffins so i'm gonna makan them


LASTLY
i'm proud to say i'll be taking my 1st flight on an aeroplane to Penang on early aug. after national day the friday..so anything u want me to get for you??

Sadistic i found out that the free admission tickets to escape theme park is due on 12th i thought 21st...SADS WASTED $80(4tickets)

i'm sorry to say this but those who owe me stuff please return..my mum is alittle fussy about it
but i don't blame her as a good amout of money is involved so please..
e.g Wei Qin owes Kenny a book called The Lost Boy by Dave Pelzer

someone who kenny will appreciate if he tells kenny that he borrowed the book called "A Child Called It" by Dave Pelzer

those chalet people please return my 19 dollars..please
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Drama is realli somehow tiring and vexing these days cos compertition is on this comming friday and yet we haven't realli prepared for it and somemore we start and end with a rap...
we had less than a month to do it
so this week is gonna be so busy

Monday,Tuesday,Thursday - Drama Practive
Friday - The Big Day
Wednesday - Making Passport

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Yesterday "14/7/07"

woke up late at around 8.50 so rushed to school for drama at 9am-11am
then met shengyao and rushed back to my house for tuition from 12-3pm
then kai yuan,sheng yao hanged around at my house playing ps2 then went to get lunch from pasar malam then went back(visits everyday except on friday)
kai yuan went home at around 7pm
then at 7+ me n shengyao went to makan prata at somewhere where i dono called what
ordered 1 ice milo,1 onion cheese prata,2 plain prata.=$5
then went pasar malam again this time
walked about 2 rounds..i saw her..twice and yet i couldn't open my dam stupid dumb mouth..if onli i could do something to the promise i hastily swore..dammit..so wasn't realli in the mood of walking so we sat down at e stone wall chatted about things..went home..couldn't realli slp..

Today "15/7/07"
woke up at 7.38 , 8.00 , 8.29 , 9.00
FINALLY CAUGHT A SPONGEBOB SHOW YESSSSS!!
so laze around as nt fully awaken then dono what i do its still 11am++ so went to slp
at 2.35 woke up called sheng yao hes reaching serangoon as i had to buy some plain black shirt for drama..so took a bus 82 to kovan searched for abt 1.45hrs but couldn't find..so went to eat at a new opened jap fast food joint?it was great..nice n filling and price wasn't tad bad ^^
so aft tad called mum which is in peoples park to help me buy e shirt..
so aft tad went play soccer with clarence,trevor,richard,sheng yao,joel..
play play play
then bought milk(i'm gonna buy an 830ml Meiji milk everitime aft sports so i'm gonna be broke")
sy,joel came my house
joel left awhlile later
me n sy went pasar malam again..but i wasn't realli focus on e shop today had too much on my mind..
so in the end bought a spicy mocha(peppermint + mocha yums) and a king special rammy burger its been an hour and i haven't finish it trying to now
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ok done
its somewhat special so delicious then now at home thinking about tml things and yesterday things so gtg byes

ok today was all 2 periods lesson so was alittle zzz..dozing off here and there..so got released at 12.50 to listen a talk at NUS about sex,love and you...its presented by an american and his wife called Prof thomas and his wife was Rudy..didn't realli absorbed anything as its already stored in my general knowledge..the tea break was good.all you can eat bread and packet drinks ^^ which reminds me GET TO BREADTALK NOW $1 EACH ^^ okok back to the topic..so at NUS met some friends i made while acting with the organization named "Act 3" but doubt they reconigzed me so i'm gonna scold them Yea!!..i was some sort of irritating today i guess as was bored outta mind..keep calling a name and when they replied i called them to shuddup and laughed then say sorry to those who cannot take my sorta humor haha...will improve tml i guess.. so went swimming and pasar malam.. things i bought today at the pasar malam "Cheese Sausage,Otah,2 Packets of Muay Chee,Chocolate Oreo from bubble tea store...
things i bought Yesterday "TakoPachi,Waffle Sausage,Tapioca Cake,Kueh Tu Tu,Bird Nest Drink and 1 or 2 items i dun rmb..
going again tml..
learned how irresponsible my aunt was
going for scrabble tml and soccer too

Its a long day today aft school gt drama but long day was mainly due to kenny strikes back in soccer XP ^^ haha..borrowed some nancy drew books as impossible to see e movie as i have too much movies to watch but no funds T.T ... so now my gramps are doing the sickness trouble again..she says that she has difficulty breathing..and keep saying she want to pray god ask abt why like tad.. she's gonna die and veri "gan koh"..i seriously hate it when someone keeps sayin shes gonna die...now i don't know why but she calls so dam many people to inform them now my house is so called swarmed with people and more people to come...due to me,mother,father's point this thinking and feeling is psycological problems..why do she think asking god got use?if its working doctors can stop working...Don't understand,Don't Know,Don't want to know why

NOISY AT THE MOMMENT ITS 9!!

God's true to me at some point of time and yet so unreal to me occasionally..

NOT GONNA GREET THEM SO MANY PEOPLE..till they come in then i great ^^ :P

...All the games on my com disappeared..so my com is officially gameless...virus?..prank? what in the world happen....what to do to get back the files? hopefully my bro left the harddisk in e house...prays..

waiting to be able to play sports again..

have 3 extra tickets to theme park excluding my ticket..expires on 21st july..anyone wants to go wit me??

busy tml...school 7.25-12.50
drama 1.30-????
Tuition 7.30-9.00

sometimes you wake up and feel something isn't right..you think about it and remembered that things isn't going the way you've thought about yet how much you have tried..seems so utterly useless...you think of the past,wanting to return,or ask why haven't you done the opposite of what have you already done...why couldn't you say something else??you sit there shaken and broken...tears flow down and you counsole yourself by saying...its ok someday it'll end,someday it'll be clear...every thing will end someday rights? but the question brought you to just another endless question thats without answer...What'll be the ending? A happy ending?? A Sad ending? or it just goes on and you die without knowing the answer? So are you ever needed??What'll happen if you have never existed? Would things be better then before? or Will it remain the same? will people's happiness increase or would it be the same??

..........Questions That Just Doesn't End With An Answer...............

i would say it 5th month and 1 day has past but periodictive is 5th month and 6days...bound to a roller chair..

Finally got the haircut today although it slightly looks like crap but i dun have a camera till 13th of Aug when bro returns from Chengdu(China)..Went play soccer,but due to my "determination" to dribble through Clarence,ended up in a severe skin tear around my knee will ask Trevor to send e ugly photo to gross u guys out...so went to the doctor which is usually 3 mins walk but due to injury it tooked roughly 13mins..so had 6 stiches...although ain't painful cos of anesceptic..but may hurt later on(starts to hurt already)...it isn't the most painful in the knee but the inside..if i'm not wrong i have met but coldness blew in my face...i shuldn't made tad promise...but i know i can't....

Hurts Physically
Yet Emotionaly
Is Really
The Worst Pain..

okie
long long time never post
didn't have time so now i'll belate the post from sunday to now

9th June 07
down with sore throat in the morning but recovered at around 11++
went to watch shrek 3 in the night with parents but was fully booked in plaza so took a train to bishan and watch it,people eat popcorns n nachos we ate bread from bread talk LOL..so went home around 11++,shrek u can say it sucks allittle nt funniee at all..

10th June 07
Severe Stomache ache in the afternoon with fever 37.8 so went see a doc,he told me it was food poisoning,and i was quite disappointed as had plans for monday to thurs..so slpt the whole day,visited the loo the whole day too

11th June 07
celebrate belated sheng yao's birthday,supposingly in a japanese buffet in marine square or somewhere there but after searching for around 3 hrs we couldn't find e place,so in a desperation to eat we went to yuki yaki well also a japanese buffet,it was quite fun though..

12th June 07
CHALET STARTS TODAY..still having the runs to loo but went chalet anyway(heys i booked it okay must go) so trev,yy,kai came my house at around 9+, packed ps2,clothes,poker cards,molopoly and laptop n took a cab there,8.80, were told tad we could onli check in at around 2+ and so as expected was scolded by e rest..so went eat ramen there)IT IS HORRIBLE( so dun ever eat in downtowneast food court expensive n HORRIBLE...so walked to white sand with a bad tummyache again played arcade(daitona,house of the dead 4,and a army game i think the 4 players one killing skeletons?) well it was fun, at 2+ we could check in but must have someone over 18 to check in for us, so called uncle to check in..3+ FINALLY CHECKED IN
at 5+ shengyao,zhanhwee,clarence,benjamin,richard came, so played ps2,laptop,ate maggi mee,went jalan jalan.. at night went to white sands to eat(i had chicken chop rice)then they went to buy ear stuts..then in order to replace my faulty multitab tried searching for it but was futile..so played alittle arcade more before going back..played till 6am++
(some people are juz so **&$!2$ to flirt with girls there next door)

13th June 07

FOOD POISONING RECOVERED
Sheng Yao,Ben,Zhan Hwee went back to school while joel came in the morning..played soccer at e beach there da field in the early morning before they went..so in the afternoon we went to ride bike,i was a burden as i didn't know how,so they had to ride the double blike,saw them suffering while i relaxly pedal...ben,zhan hwee,joel played with the sand at e beach,build a head statue of me later on became a grave...
eat at bk in the night,then nthing much to do so played till around 10+then they watched ghost movie(dun open your eyes) i am dam scarred of these stuff esp when we juz talked sso much abt ghost b4 tad, so played computer for first parts but realize it was more of a comedy then scary so watched it with them....went to but pei pei mian at around 12 so eat and talk till around 2.. then played alittle n went to slp

14th of June 07

Last day,Checked Out,Eat Subway,Went Home,Play ps2 With Sy,Slp,Wake up,Eat,Play,Sleep

Woke Up At 9++ Aft Slping at 6 last night which means had a 15hrs of slp equals to 2 days of sleep i'm such a pig...lol

so today was sheng yao b'dae so HApPy BirThDaY

and also my grandmother's death aniversary

so aft morning to afternoon of "nothings happening"

went there at 4.30

aft singing our usual amazing graze followed by talks( i read a poem called missing memmories taken from the book that i have written since feburary i think)

so aft tad went Kovan Center to have dinner(had teochew porridge)
had 2 can of Whatever..had 5 cans in 3 days haha
1:Green Tea
2:Chrysemen Tea(never knew how to spell tad)
3:Apple Tea
4:Chrysemen Tea(never knew how to spell tad)
5:Peach Tea

tried 2 anything from cous
1:Coke
2:Root Beer

we had funny talks between cousin most about mad tv
so the day ended n here i am having insoma from thinking too much
n the oversleeping problem

have been a little binge over the few days nt sure why

On Saturday 2th JUNE

morning woke up arnd 7 to help mum with her work again as she's moving office n has lots of things to do had breakfast till arnd 9am we started working worked all e way to arround 2? before going to eat lunch as i almost fainted with hunger..had pork chopped rice with the drink Whatever i got a drink that taste like green tea n chrysaman tea mixed together then again worked all they way to 5pm as gotta go gramps place...

on e way back to my house i was dizzy n felt like vomiting so took a rest but i was happy knowing i would be paid becos of helping out =D..

had a short rest before heading to gramps place..nthing much happened there though..


Sunday

e onli intresting thing happened was that i cooked dinner which is totilla( u know the meltz from kfc?) so it was like BBQ sauce Chicken + Vegetables Mixed With Japanese Curry Wrapped Inside Totilla!!!

hows tad sound

place your orders!!

I've Watched Pirates Of E Caribbean twice on 28th in vivo(with Cousins) and on 29th With Friends as i was treated once again by my friend...it was a gd show funny n adventurous..rate 4/5 as it was alittle unclear on certain points and theres some removed parts...

so i learned that theres was a sorta "gd idea for a drink" called Anything or Whatever
its the kinda drink where they give u a random drink u can also call it mystery drink i guess?
anything is the non fizzy drinks while whatever is fizzy i think??

today 8.30-10(math supplimentry)
10.30-11.15(filing for Lit)
1-3(Drama)

i found out that i was kinda a a failure as i am so not gd in drama..or at least nt as gd as i have thought i was...haiss
Future Ambition Of Being An Actor -- Process 0.1%

so aft my drama sheng yao richard n hau san had kfc takeaway so they can come my house n enjoy the comfort of my airconditional which i think has some problems again as it hardly gets coolin...so we played molopoly..i won 2 rounds richard won 1
i knew it hotels in molopoly makes ppl bankkrup!!!

after bathing at around 9 clarence asked me to play soccer at my void deck,so i went n played for around a hour?? then we chatted n so till abt 10.30
then went home


yes i'm back to maple
but not really becos of fun
its becos of socialising with friends
0.o
haha
btw i'm a spearman lvl 33(dun play too hard for maple it makes u tired n restless)
its getting bored but must perserver one and beat my record of the highest low lvl 40 cleric of mine haha

My Wallet has Been Found Yesterdy!!!! or rather 2 days ago at 24/5/07

the man or woman was so kind

he or she didn't take a single thing nor money

i'll realli like to thank him or her

but no address given...


today was a bored bored day
school,drama(Briefing only),Tuition

ALL BORING!!!

tml meet e parents session wonder how dead would i be??

Well..i see no improvement in my life...during chem period it was raining and also dam cooling so i dozed off easily and was caught by ms yap..but others slpt but nothing happened to them and i was made to stand at the back of the class and it was my 1st time also..Biaus!!! then when kai yuan was blocking my view i jumped over him to see then ms yap said i was a froggy then called me sleepy froggy =.=lames=.=

whats worse was when we took 317 to play tennis at the tennis court near s'goon garden,saw Mr Paul(my sec one drama teacher) but at around 5+ i figured that my wallet was lost i searched but still until now couldn't find it..even made a police report around 8+..hais
my important wallet..take the money and return me the others...its so important..esp. e print

my head hurts partly from an accident which whacked my own head..but still it hurts so gonna slp now nights

RICHARD'S BIRTHDAY!!!(went to celebrate with richard,joel,kaiyuan,shengyao,jianhui)

so once again i muz comment on how boring the class were these days
so aft tad wasn't sure if i were to turn up for drama
as we going to celebrate richard's birthday
so we played soccer and aft tad i waited for 20mins before deciding not to go drama
so guang yang went my house for a short while to play
snacked on sushi and pizza and cake as didn't eat lunch nor breakfast
luckily my friend told me no drama postponed to friday haha!!

waited around 30mins aft they called me to wait for them at the bus stop nearby my sch..
so naturally i was pissed off and it was becos they didn't listen to the plans i had made readily so ended up in a huge mess..and partly cos the trip was taking 156 to j8..which makes me even moodier

but cheered up at j8 b4 going into swensen
we made lots of joke while eating n such
i had breaded chicken..

so makan makan
then while we were so "HiGh" i drugged the water of my friends with cheese dust and pepper
lol before deciding to play scissors paper stone to decide who drinks a mouth each time

regretted not having the desert(ITS $7++!!!)

we had a hard time deciding on how to pay individually
so we took 30mins to work it out..so aft tad we fooled around running across small roads and pavements to get richard bag from jian haha


last event was we didn't want to take e bus from da terminal so ran from the bishan terminal to the next stop
before me n jian hui decided it was not enuff so we sprinted to the next bus stop,however at e traffic light we saw e bus there with joel n kaiyuan in it so they alighted on the next stop..sorie?

Fun Fun Fun
its fun to chase bus!

Its 4 months yesterday and now
120Days Exactly Has gone..Where are you..even though i understand i'm dying to peek a glance on you..smiling..

Well things weren't going too well these few days...
1.Theres a Sharp Pain Deep In My Chest
2.Bad Results
3.Failure For Cheap Chalet,Hav To Had A Ex. 1
4.I Get Mood Swings
5.Starts To Get Alittle Emo

Passes
Eng-overall 55++??nt sure
Lit-38/50 i think
Humanities-Geo 21/50 i think again
-SS 32/50
FAILED
Chinese-32/70
DnT-47.5/100
Physics-16/50
Chem-46/100(percentaged)
Maths-So Horrible Tad I Forgot


..i feel smiling without you..doesn't feel like smiling at all
..i want you to wish for me smiling even though i'm selfish
..i want you to show me your smiles
..i want you to stop wishing i'll loathe you
..i want you to be my friend once again
.............Wishes of Mine.............

Didn't hav sch today as it was marking day,..it was so gd to sleep..it was rainy so it was very cool..at the same time escaping truth and reality.

so woke up at eleven then prepared to go watch Spiderman 3 with Shengyao,Richard,Joel,Kai Yuan

we played alittle arcade b4 goin to e cinema holding our cheesy pastas n popcorns(we love to pamper our stomache)

aft tad went walking while richard who watched the 3rd time spiderman 3..left for vivo to watch another movie

so the 4 left went walking around..while i drink my caramel ice blended..my favourite ain't gonna change..

but aft getting bored of doing nothing
we went to amk to window shop at the new amk hub

so walk walk walk walk

they got hungry so went get some food at the local hawkercentre although i ate none...
but a cup of green tea

then lastly went to da arcade in jubilee
finished playing at 6.16
so we all went home as it was kinda late...

continuin school tml

I really want a hug..and someone who'll tell me it'll be fine..but its so hard to ask for it..i don't know if it'll ever heal..this wound...that left a hole..in my heart

morning went eat at N&B before goin sch as it starts 8.45 today(dunnoe why)

Last Exam FINISHED!!! at 11.20

we went play soccer till arnd 3

i went to bishan to buy my mum's pressie

didn't have time as studying too hard

bought a bag n a key chain

then..went changi village hotel..to makan buffet



I understand...
i'll be a stranger to your eyes
if we ever meet..
i'll be silent..
so you'll won't have to suffer
by hearing me at all
i'll be far
but i can't loathe
i'm sorry
i won't forget..
i'll try to stop
but i can't control
my own heart..i've gave u
you probably won't see tis
but i hope you will...
i'm sorry
but please smiles forever
even without mine
though you won't really notice

Hmm wasn't free the day b4 and the day b4b4..

8TH
aft a grueling exam of math and chem,i went home wait till around 6.30 b4 goin to have somesort of a farewell dinner for my bro..went to my fav restraunt again Tao's...then aft eatin was around 10+ already so we went to dhoby ghaut X-Zone to play...however still it was time to go home around 10.30...

9TH
realized it was the day my bro went to china..so aft bading goodbye,as i can't go sent him off as i have stupid exams of english n chinese...went play soccer aft sch even though having the symtoms of flu,then went i was lying on the ground at clarence void deck(where we played soccer)the dumb richard pull me and slammed my leg on the edge of the pavement,having a bruise and it hurts..a dog bit our balls and ran around leaving punctured holes in e soccer ball..night bro online on msn in china,webcammed for awhile then study social study forr tml and slpt

10TH
SICKS!!!aft sch went see doctor but told me to come back 2hrs later,then went arorund 1and a half hours later,haven't,went home,45 mins later,went back,haven't,went home,3+ i went finally it was my turn 9++ to 3++ wow what a super doctor...then slpt the day and woke up around 7 so now studyin my physics n dnt..2nd last day of exams, last exam on monday MATHS

Today Was e big day for my onigiri debut to awaiting taste buds...so even though i was excited,in e morning went kovan to eat HK xing wang cafe..though it was ex. but the environment was not bad(pst.if u go for enviroment tis isn't a bad place but then if u go for food u've been in the wrong place)
then went to pay respect to my late grandmother(mother side) n grandfather(father side)
before goin home..
then went to punggol...it was a tiring job but the making of onigiri wasn't too bad quite fun actually so in the end when i finished making all the onigiri...there wasn't any good food left to eat so i juz ate my own onigiri and e cake as today was celebrating(mothers day,aunts birthday,my bro goin china)then played with my cousin 02Jam then laugh at the lousy scores each of us get....till its the time to go home...so here i am at home revising for tml exam chem n maths tml..so dun burn midnight oil so gonna go bath n slp now ^^ Good Luck Everyone For MYE

Will You??

Hows tad for a 1st try on onigiri

its alittle salty but overall NICE!!

I'll consider selling it forr lunch haha place ur orders now

I'm goin Photo Crazy these days i dono why but i am ^^Smiles^^

Nice Evening Scenery Near My House

EDO SUSHI'S ONIGIRI

EXAM STARTS TODAY..today was english compre and chinese compo..dunno if will score well.

so aft sch we at arnd 12.30 we went to play soccer till abt 4 when we move out n changed area to play and play till 6pm before goin to kovan to check out my ingrediants for onigiri on sunday..
so i bought a test try from edo sushi..and some sugar can drink...then on my way home i was abit blur so i pressed the bell before my stop so i landed at another stop as the driver saw me pressing the bell...so it was embarrasing not to get down...but i was glad i did as i saw a black dog walking the same way with me so it was somewhat like a movie,as i eat my onigiri i watched the dog climb onto the overhead bridge n the same way to my void deck before goin somewhere else..kinda intresting other than that nothing much..^^

Yesterdae went out almost e whole dae
woke up after having a nightmare and at 7++ in e morning went to mac with richard,shengyao,kaiyuan,yuanyou...then eat le went school for maths,couldn't find physics teacher then went off to play soccer with brother n our friends...till around 1
we went home then at 2++ went temple at "Si Ma Lu" before going bugis with my parents but my bro went out with his friends AGAIN..then went eat at Terra the 2nd time..tried the japanese curry beef after being told tad japanese curry was more sweet then hot..BUT the curry i at was dam hot for me so i changed with my mothers lamb steak half.. FINALLY I GOT MY DARK COLOURED SHOES!!! from converse though it was expensive 69.90 so dun think gonna buy anything expensive in e near future...

TODAY
was a very hot day..so somehow i dono why i woke up at 2.30.. i was somehow captivated by a dream i couldn't remember much about it but i think i cried alot in my sleep..as i woke up my face felt like u know after letting yourr tears dry on your face,yup it felt like tad and my eyes were sore..other than that nothing much else happened

In The End i'm just another useless person...useless to the core..recently

the game warcraft that i'm most good at...
i now sucks at it
the sports soccer i'm better at...
i now sucks at it
the jokes that i crack
is colder than anything
the conversation i made
i hardly make one
the attitude of mine
getting worse
my intrest n motivation to study
getting restless


why is this happening now??
i'm really useless
i've no choice but to think
the god i don't believe in
has taken everything away from me..
as i've been living too good for my past 14 years
till i'm reduce to nothing
although i'm just a step away..

What possibility could i do?
What fate lies at the end of the tunnel?
Maybe Nothing?

iIts e 3rd month now..93th days has past..how long more would i have to wait?..haven't heard anything nor saw..

sometimes the day when you smile,and laugh the most..its a sad day for you..somehow you can't show it...you don't want to show it..so you'll smile n laugh..trying to behave the same way..but the insides is being eaten up...

waiting..and waiting....for theses slow days to past..
forever forever

went mac with,wayne,maytze,and her friend(forgot e name),yuanyou juz now..wanted celebrate syf but alot ppl came which is too much to name..i accidently spilled milo on myself T.T so sad..when i went to the toilet to wash i came back the person said he changed a milo for me ^^ so gd ^^then we went play basketball till 8++ aft calling trev down too..

Didn't Have Anything To Post Recently...Lifes normal...

To Dancers taking part in SYF

GOOD LUCK!!!
Get a gold!!


It'll be 3 Months tml..

Went PS today to walk walk with my mum before going my fav. restraunt Tao's!!! u go eat once you'll know why its my fav....
So i eat till i almost vomitted...must exercise!!!
before
once again walk at ps..

then at serangoon MRT..I saw Meg from project superstar..the second time actually..once at e mediacorp once today...

Sometimes i feel like i'm going to die..yes i'm afraid..but however later on i think..dying may be escaping..it seems so easy to die..to end everything,you can just for once throw everything every detail away..why don't i just die?it'll be easier for me anyway..so what if i die?the worlds still moving on...its just that living is taking up alot of energy..someday you'll die too,why don't end it earlier?

No matter how much i wish,i try,i do to savage things,she won't understand..but i can't give up,i can't forget...but days passes like forever..yet everyday i live in hope..yet i becomes disappointed everyday..

life has up and downs

but nobody stated that there is lesser ups...

SYF come n went..i felt we did real great,much much better than the rehersals..so we reached sch around 3 and some of us wanted to go the restraunt at serangon commonly known as "Tiamo"

so we were on e way till i say some of my friends playing soccer then i decided to join them n some sort of abandoned my other friends T.T sorri bout tad T.T

then we played n played till i accidently kicked the ball to hard n flew outside to e road then i was waiting when my friend keeps on rushing me as they said that a car was commin, naturally i faster rushed without thinking,next ting i know was a car blasting its horn on me...when i went picked up the ball after the shock one auntie asked me my school...I"M SO Dead!!!!!

i'm guilty,yet innocent
i'm shameless,yet shameful
i'm helpless,yet abandoned
i'm hateless,yet angers
i'm someone,yet no one

Went tuu mediacorp today for viewing of Music In The Air which will be shown on tv on 10th of may but still i'm just a member of e audience...

before we went to school to go to mediacorp me,n some of my friends met up with a teacher and she treated us macdonalds ^^
after tad as she had to park her car we followed her home and her family was so friendly..aft tad we finally went to mediacorp by an bus booked by school or mediacorp..it was kinda tiring even watching

the celebrity guests were from project superstar and guess what their singing totally rocks,diffrent from tv,much much better...


i figured out yesterday too as my bro says i'm very moody,perherps cos i'm thinking too much and i've realize i don't have much topic to talk to family or friends so i'm really kinda depress but maybe its a stage??! ^^ smiles i guess ^^

Went to watch Mr.Bean Holidays!!!well it wasn't as gd as i expected but still watchable..i'm still obviously addicted to coffee bean ice blend...when we were going to go home we saw the bus leaving from bishan's bus interchange, so me n my friend ran to the next bus stop..and guess what,god's on our side it stopped at both traffic light and in e end we boarded tad bus ^^

Today was a little bit of drag...we played soccer on e muddy field getting my classmates more pissed off then we already are..for some reason,maybe morning blues?
then i went to drama at ACS(barker road) for our rehersal for SYF next week tuesdayso we went till around 8 before reaching sch and now comfortably in my chair after dinner and bathing ^^
One thing seriously cheered me up,when 1 of my friend said he is going to quit smoking and now he only left one cos he give the others away,but i finally did something
i crushed his cigrattee lol ^^

then i'll juz sign off here

E leadership camp is quite fun n intresting actually...i thought it'll be mostly lectures but in reality is more games n activities...the 1st day was quite boring actually,partly due to the speechday we had n the drama trainning..Howevea the 2nd dae was great...fun filled activities although they were torture but my team "Smileys" could perserver and give it all,so it was truly fun no matter how tired we were...(even after hundreds of squattings and push ups)

I am seriously weak my arm n legs can't straighten without putting loads of strength trying and it still hurts alot but i guess afterall the fun this is the price to pay(ITS WORTH IT)



I found out i'm actually afraid of the dark once again!!!
after countless of thriller,horror and ghost shows,movies n animes
its like you don't know what fate would lie behind the darkness
would a hand or something pull you from behind??

But once you're calm,have somethings to look forward to..you tend to be super duper vegetable brave...maybe cos i'm very fluttered now..


i guess i gtg now theres a flying bug bugging me,flying around me

I wonder is smoking really tad great??Theres always a smoker everywhere...some of them are my friends but yet i can't do anything..i always remind them not to and the effects of it but still the effect of my words..Has absolutely no use...What can i do...? it ain't feel good..being helpless and useless..

holiday ended but holiday spirit remains...

no mood for studying no matter what only feels like slping but can't slp..

chalet was great although my fortunes is cut by lots T.T

i'm becoming a spendtrifth nowadays esp on drinks..

during the chalet we went escape theme park as we had 4 free tickets..we went haunted house,rainbow,viking,go-kart,n some lame rides but we took it anyway..i love the go-kart esp.we rode it twice but definately not enuff...HOLIDAYS COME FASTER I WANT GO KART


on tis 1st day of sch
i got an injury at the shin with bruises then swollen looking like broken bones..and a cut but look on the bright side of life i skipped drama..i am not faking it i swear!!!

i wanna win syf so i am commited to drama however chances of winning isn't realli high

and lastly i cut my hair and it totally look like crap...maybe it'll be much better if its longer

Hmm I went to the euro theme park yesterday it wasn't even 1/10 of what i imagine...it was quite lousy i guess and expensive too 1 token is 2.50 and the cheapest you nid at least 2 token...we took e vortex($10),sky rider($7.50) and haunted house($5)...the haunted house was the most waste of money...it wasn't even scary at all..and it ended so fast useless..haunted houses= wasting money!!!

i guess all these rides like vortex and sky rider ain't for me..i was giddy from all e spinning aft we came out our stomache and heads were spinning!!!

now marinating the chicken for chalet later on..laters

today was quite ok i guess...although conflicts happened oftenly between the drama club and dance club but i guess in the end its being put behind befor another crisis rises again..our bbq was called off thx to the rain but its a blessing in disguise!!!
we went up to e home econ rm and did our own cooking there ^^

i stir-fry the fishballs and hotdogs!!! i was so happi when they praised i cooked veri nicely and controled the fire to make it tender ^^

i slept at five yesterday...when i woke up my eyes were bloodshot!!!real bloodshoot really red...

the following drama practices were crappy around some of the bossy dance club members...some of them were real rude even though they were sec 2 they shouted at as scolding my friend...what rights do they have?

then the seniors weren't any better...they were realli bossy their cd player spoiled and they approached us although they don't state it but the tone of e voice meant that we spoiled it and didn't want admit it..

everything wrong goes to the drama club yays!...

but at least i got a sense of achievement as i finally managed to properly coached some of the cast today i believe its quite good and when i comes to SYF compertition we might be walking home with a medal...


Gone Missing 1 month 2 weeks 1 day 2hour and 19 minutes..pls come back..

I"M SUNBURNED!!!IN THE NIGHT!!

well its kinda weird cos these days i played at night but then only today i played in e afternoon but its cloudy..

Injuries all over...Humans are weak against injuries!!!

The one week holiday isn't really a holiday though...

Monday- Wednesday Drama Camp(but yipee i'm going back at night)
Thursday Tution(for awhile only though 1.30hr)
Friday-Sunday Soccer team "Lamster United" Chalet!!! Yeas the 1st good thing)


A Month,1 Week and 6 Days

i was playing basketball with my friend but suddenly he fell and broke his hand omg!! then i called his parents then we went to SGH(singapore general hospital) although we shuld have gone kk hospital..we were there around 5+ but we stayed there till around 11pm+ i was there to somehow entertain him...its all my fault if i hadn't ask him to play basketball he wouldn't be like this if i didn't ask him to play in the rain this won't happen...

I'm guilty once again
always a man with a guilty conscience..

Today wasn't too bad for a first day of common test..doing test isn't bad at all but getting the result is..

aft sch we went play soccer in e rain so we were all drenched from head to toe,but they decided to go my void deck and play..it was a good exercise as we played over 6 hours haha other them some bleeding on the hands and legs it was real great and now i'm real exhausted so will sign off now

3 more days...

Only a few number of people which i can count on my fingers...truly cared about me

heres a song i wrote in class.. it may not be good but i kinda hope it will someday..

Rainbow Sky

I'm staring in the starry sky
wishing for dreams and many more
granting wishes will never happen
Cos i'm hoping for a rainbow sky
waiting for a dream come trye
dreaming of a sentimental reunion...
I'm Hoping now
hoping now
I'm Craving for your fragrant kiss
Missing sweet smiles of yours
loving the sweet little hugs...
I'm waiting now
For your smiles
Running now to get so far
flying then to find you far
swimming can get me by
getting to your side
Cos i'm Hoping for a rainbow sky
where i won't see you miles apart
but seeing you right in the eye..
Under the rainbow sky...
rainbow sky..
in the rainbow sky..

Time That Flies

Time fly passed
what would ever stay
would it be the leaves flying away
or maybe the trees lowly laid
How would you find the way
If the roads covered in clay
but you'll better be here
or my world would be grey
Time fly passed
where would i go
would i see the beautiful leaves
or maybe the fading trees
What would the world become
If you were never here
but you'll better stay
for my world would be grey
without you
soon it'll be black

its been so long since i ever posted...dam the blogger for changing into the new version that i'm not familiar with so i may have trouble with stuff...

i can't really concentrate on anything..still time still passes by..and exam is juz on tis friday...how would i ever survive?!?!

maybe a voice can juz heal me...

i'm considering to buy BoA's album made in twenty anot...i am unwilling becos of its 19.90 and theres no subtitle however i wanted it for collection so youtube can only help me to listen but not add to my collection ..

what shuld i do??

Haven't been bloggin for awhile since then..maybe cos nobody really visited it but i clearly know what this blog is for and who issit really for..
well anyway if i haven't hav the time to blog heres a early GONG XI FA CAI!!! happi new year!!
get lots of ang pao and wash away your bad luck hopefully ^^

My dreams are getting wilder and weirder..I don't really have much dreams but however recently almost everynight i get dreams..not just any dream but those kind that is so weird that leaves you confused and in a dilema

I see images of the person who i wishes most to see but of cos its just an image...

my thoughts are quite messed up now so i'm sorry if i act weird and pisses anyone of you i'm so sorry only i'm quite slow,messed up and i can't really feel now adays...and to add to the fire in school projects and work i've been doing alots and they either take it for granted or just taking it..maybe i should slack more like last year...just maybe..

I ask myself everyday if i really want to wake up...i said yes..to spend time with angels called friends and gods named family...lastly maybe the special person would turn up...to turn the last meeting to the 1st?

Yoz Back from camp..it was quite ok i guess..we did high rope courses which you have to balance on a single log or wire,rock climbing(it was fun),absoelling(where u release rope to slide down a wall),kayaking(i screwed the 1st part and rewarded with a scolding),Zip Line!!(a.k.a flying fox the wind was so strong so it was so windy)Rafting(everyone sing row row row ur boat!!) there is 2 part of the camp i didn't really like and that was the bathing part cos the toilets did not have the front door so ppl can just look in and the cubicles did not have lock!!it flooded when we bathed and the instructor called us to change outside the cubicles(what the?and let ppl see us in our undergarments?)and the other part is as we were the last to go for kayaking we have to keep everything, i took almost 20 boats + 1 speed boat resulting in hand sores...but the view is great esp. at night although you can't really see trees but there are stars n moon n the floating tip of trees!!..last but not least at least 20 minutes you see low flying aeroplanes zooming around(not exagerating)it was an eye opener at 1st but it turned out noisy cos even when we sleep on open air rooms it zooms past =.=

ThAnKS

sorry to the friends and thanks too for the past week..i've been down but still i found out a few days there is no point sulking and making others sad too so i should stop it and become the kenny i would and is..so once again thanks ^^ i'm back to your usual and funny kenny once again ^^ maybe i would not post so much due to my mood...as i wait for the day i would be acknowledge and not ignored

i'm sick resting at home for 2 days and tml would be goin to sch i guess

another poem..

Silent Replies

As you talked could you stop?
Hear my speech for its too long?
Please not till i am gone..
For the deeper tone
Till the Silent Reply

Hoping you'll hear
I could only write
in my blite
maybe you're hear
my silent replies

Silent replies
for you to carry on
in an diffrent angle
as long as i'm inside
not on the other side
for the silent replies

Till the day you're willing to hear
my absolute silent replies


(a new creation)
A Poemetic story

It all started without love
and we without gloves
as i thought it'll be save
of not being burnt
and will be taking to the grave

As it moves on
my heart shatters
listening your cries
listening to your laughter
i smiled
i wished an eternal smile
for you'll always be happy

I thought as i move on
if i was ready
in reply they answered me
if i'm truly happy
i said i am

When i was there
you had to go
to somewhere
the leafs gotta go
along with the wind
with a tree chasing
that decides to let go
just for awhile
before starting the chase again
for it is immposible to let go

The leaf flew by the tree prayed
and said it many times
but leaf had to go
leaving the tree
some shattered hearts
and said to forget
which could not be done

The tree felt it was ok
as he started chasing
he could not find
he prayed for a shout which didn't happen
now he wanders around
for the leaf to reply

and he forever begs
and beg ,beg ,beg ,beg
wish,wish,wish and wish
hope,hope and hope

one word to describe today.."tragic"

many things flew through my mind
things that could not have an answer soon
maybe in the future?

please anyone tell me my flaws
cos i feel that i don't understand myself anymore
my mind is messed up and i can't thing anymore

today's school was a fast 1 as there was no extra lessons so aft 5 periods of dnt,1 period of naggin about maths and a quiz,a period of chinese spelling and lastly a period of litreture which does nothing much(thx to the teacher)

so i went home with 3 friends trevor,clarence,joel
on the way i was injured(veri slightly) and humilated by clarence
har har har
pushing me into the bush is so fun...

then they went to my house while c and t was playing my bro's ps2
while me , my bro and j was searching for a handphone ear plug which could not be found =.=

then they went home...watched animes

then went for tution(zzzz!!)
however the coffee ice blend kept me awake...
on the way home i saw a rainbow and was so beautiful but when i reach home i took the camera onli took a veri veri fade picture of it...




next i met with the TripLe L
because
1. big bro Lee sheng yao
2. 2nd bro Lek kenny
3. 3rd bro Loy joel

went to orchard to visit my mother at e hospital after a surgery
i'm glad that she looked good and did not sound or look like any bad pain or something like that..


off we went to dinner at paragon with Tori Q!!!
one of the best bento in the world
i had the unagi one!! ^^
then we went market place look for bro and bought sushi at half price and chop the price summore cos my bro colleuge put $2 price tag on all 3 boxes hahahaha!!
and i treated the triple L some drinks ( i had pokka coffee)

next station
shop for joel wallet!!(he wanted a leather 1)

so we went to find the wallet shop there but to our dismay it was closed down and changed to other shops so we went the 77th street to buy( he bought a somewhat common to mine but for $49.90!!!) rich...we chatted and joked all the way even when we were lost in paragon awhile and also the hospital...

we started scaring each other with hospital ghost and zombies while we were alone in the quiet hospital...

back we are at my mum's ward

while we were playing drum mania with my bro's laptop we heard those when heart beat stops the kind of flat tone so we were freaked out but it was my mum's medicine has ended so we found the nurse aft 15mins to change it( i was so scared)

the fav. part of hospitals is the drink vending machine i like the way cups drop, drinks fell and ready it flashes (a little coffee from my big bro and teh tarik ice for me)


then brother game watched his perfect score of drum mania then we went home as it was around 10++ already


we stopped awhile at mac eating ice cream cones and afraid we missed the last train we rushed to the mrt station( i haven't finished mine..i threw it away sads)

we saw the man we ermmm.. feel sorry for (he was a blind and deaf i think) i donated around 50 cents(almost all my coins) while sy donated 5cents.... what the...

then we went home
and here i am
with super active eyes but tired body
thanks to coffee( i'll post the photo some day)