Sometimes i feel like i'm going to die..yes i'm afraid..but however later on i think..dying may be escaping..it seems so easy to die..to end everything,you can just for once throw everything every detail away..why don't i just die?it'll be easier for me anyway..so what if i die?the worlds still moving on...its just that living is taking up alot of energy..someday you'll die too,why don't end it earlier?

No matter how much i wish,i try,i do to savage things,she won't understand..but i can't give up,i can't forget...but days passes like forever..yet everyday i live in hope..yet i becomes disappointed everyday..

life has up and downs

but nobody stated that there is lesser ups...