In The End i'm just another useless person...useless to the core..recently

the game warcraft that i'm most good at...
i now sucks at it
the sports soccer i'm better at...
i now sucks at it
the jokes that i crack
is colder than anything
the conversation i made
i hardly make one
the attitude of mine
getting worse
my intrest n motivation to study
getting restless


why is this happening now??
i'm really useless
i've no choice but to think
the god i don't believe in
has taken everything away from me..
as i've been living too good for my past 14 years
till i'm reduce to nothing
although i'm just a step away..

What possibility could i do?
What fate lies at the end of the tunnel?
Maybe Nothing?