Sorry was busy thiese weeks quite busy so no update..life been alittle crazy these days grandmother gone alittle cranky..don't eat her medication keep saying wanna die even throw medicine that cost 10 dollars a pill outta the window...when i'm sleeping then at 5+ she juz comes in and sleeps beside me..irritating..throws everything here n there...uncle gone back to NY,bro's back in singapore,mum's in melbourne dad's going there this sat..wonder how we're gonna live while trying to take care of the cranky gramp...HELP?

somewhat hetic these days very tired very tired and restless..remancing about past stuff..live,songs and such...
the friends side abit still neglected,sometimes i wish people could juz tell me about what is wrong with me that is pissing them off so much..that i'm being picked on??
Sometimes it feels juz like being used