Chocolate Cupcakes with cheesy frostings today...

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Sometimes i wonder if you ever noticed my over obvious hints
or maybe you just choose not to see it, choose to ignore, choose not to answer
so much to the extend that i could write my biography with the questions you don't reply..

How far you'll go is how far i'll follow

Sports Camp GL trainning 3 was kinda great in a way, fun.... flour dyed hairs, discreet cheating, balancing skills, guessing situations and reflex movements..

School assignments piling up, crushing us slowly, a stack on top of another, an assignment done to be refilled..

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The little details to thrill the life out of me...
that lingering phone call
those little small questions and answers
even your one word messages.
But trauma takes over
as i fear that i would over-do
the more i talk, the more you fade
facing with the reality of the past
yet trying to form a dream..

Attachment today was really really tiring, most exhausting, the toddlers were all over everywhere today for some reason...


I'm just really happy today.. i'm really quite exhilarated, i just really wanna smile.

If everynight could be today's night..

Cycling to Changi Beach today...

As you see, the Changi runway wasn't just a joke, you ride on, and you get the sense of dejavu as no matter how long you ride, the end is still as far as you once thought you were.. Though the cool breezes and pretty view certainly was pretty much worth it...

i got so tired, every part of me ached

i bit my lips, and stood there

giving up soon, wanting to stop

yet memberance of you popped up

so similar to the situation

no matter how i rode, how i tried

i got nowhere, stuck in quake

then i took my wheels again

slowly but onwards forward

i would reach the end after all

images of you, my salvation

Silently we start
a barrier that seperates
violently tugs the heart
only up to time for it to fade

The focus slowly narrows
isolate the world away
a mixed joy and sorrow
as you in the middle sways

Words comes pouring
only to stop as we walk
suffocating as fate mocks
no means to push it soaring

Blink a wink in disbelief
then take a step to breathe
close my eyes and I debate
rewind to what i would have said

Like aways we have to split
goodbye my hand will bid
you go and i would stay
fighting regrets that i don't say

Light fall and dim
Moon pushes sun away
Night takes over day
then it becomes an illusion i've seen

My conscious wouldn't let me go if i fail to blog 2012 and i blogged about Paranormal Activity.

Well the respect i have for this film is beyond words actually.. AWESOME!!

Have anyone keeps wondering that the situation and luck in the movies is just simply too far-fetched, impossible at times, and if you wondered that why is the main character is featured but not the rest??

Then its really time to wake up, regardless if September has ended or not, ITS A MOVIE, and if they don't feature the main character with his amazing survival and chances, IT"LL BE CALLED REAL LIFE!!

Sports Camp GL Training Day 2

its much better now, rather than some sit around activity that repeats for a few hours, it's actually enjoyable today, able to participate pretty much today.. However while admiring some forfeit rockstars, accidently my pants ripped and showed my ass to the world.. perfect...

Her natural eyes are just mesmerizing, or rather the colour... (Y)

Well.. Paranormal Activity, the post where Izzuddin is most interested in.. But then again, i'm not exactly gonna say much, just quite a waste of time, it was lame, it was unexpected...ly-lousy.. Totally not a movie they claimed it was, RIP OFF!! in my opinion that was.. 1/5?

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I find a few websites that is literally ruining my life for me..
Www.Givemehope.com
Www.Fmylife.com
Www.Mylifeisaverage.com
or easily recognize through
GMH
FML
MLIA

Why???
it just seemed so awesome what people do in other countries,

you don't see strangers entertaining you, to make you laugh,

you don't see pointless conversations

you don't do awesome stuff like they do..

Sighhs if only it would take less outta the guts to do those things here

It has been raining season for roughly 2 weeks now, i don't know if i dislike rain anymore.

I resented it due to the dull atmosphere it gives out, just makes you want to slack, sleep and stay silent all day, there also has this sense of depressive aggression that shadows rain and the dark clouds looming above, yet sometimes, you need rain to cuddle up nicely, close your eyes and remember what reality is like, just to stop and feel amidst the sardined life you lead..

Went for Sports Camp GL training at 5:30 today.. was certainly not interesting but wasn't that bad either, awkwardness inevitable..Ended really late, about 9:30

Hadn't started on my 1500 Play Essay thats to be submitted on monday, sighs, how do i live?

I usually smile,

just so if happen you look

Okayyyy, missed out alot of days with things to blog about due to a busy schedule propelled by schoolwork that slowly stacks up and got top-heavy before collapsing.

Well i should just randomly attack the postings.

Went to Singapore Arts Museum, got attracted to this painting especially.

Went to FATBOY's Hamburger cafe. Had the Elvis burger, most unique burger i've tasted so far. Pork Patty + Peanut Butter + Grilled Bananas.

My Squishy Bears of playdough from Creative Arts lesson

Lover's land sculpture in Creative Arts Lesson

Bought from ikea Sweden section. Princess Cake. Ain't bad at all

Sometimes you remember every single detail

yet it'll never be recognized

Doodles in class...

Owl City: Vanilla Twilight

The stars lean down to kiss you,

And I lie awake I miss you,

Pour me a heavy dose of atmosphere.

Cause I'll doze off safe and soundly,

But I'll miss your arms around me

I'll send a postcard to you dear,

Cause I wish you were here.

I watch the night turn light blue,

But it's not the same without you,

Because it takes two to whisper quietly,

The silence isn't so bad,

Till I look at my hands and feel sad,

Cause the spaces between my fingers

Are right where yours fit perfectly.

I'll find repose in new ways,

Though I haven't slept in two days,

Cause cold nostalgia chills me to the bone.

But drenched in Vanilla twilight,

I'll sit on the front porch all night,

Waist deep in thought because when I think of you.

I don't feel so alone.

I don't feel so alone.

I don't feel so alone.

As many times as I blink I'll think of you... tonight.

I'll think of you tonight.

When violet eyes get brighter,

And heavy wings grow lighter,

I'll taste the sky and feel alive again.

And I'll forget the world that I knew,

But I swear I won't forget you,

Oh if my voice could reach back through the past,

I'd whisper in your ear,

Oh darling I wish you were here.