E leadership camp is quite fun n intresting actually...i thought it'll be mostly lectures but in reality is more games n activities...the 1st day was quite boring actually,partly due to the speechday we had n the drama trainning..Howevea the 2nd dae was great...fun filled activities although they were torture but my team "Smileys" could perserver and give it all,so it was truly fun no matter how tired we were...(even after hundreds of squattings and push ups)

I am seriously weak my arm n legs can't straighten without putting loads of strength trying and it still hurts alot but i guess afterall the fun this is the price to pay(ITS WORTH IT)



I found out i'm actually afraid of the dark once again!!!
after countless of thriller,horror and ghost shows,movies n animes
its like you don't know what fate would lie behind the darkness
would a hand or something pull you from behind??

But once you're calm,have somethings to look forward to..you tend to be super duper vegetable brave...maybe cos i'm very fluttered now..


i guess i gtg now theres a flying bug bugging me,flying around me

I wonder is smoking really tad great??Theres always a smoker everywhere...some of them are my friends but yet i can't do anything..i always remind them not to and the effects of it but still the effect of my words..Has absolutely no use...What can i do...? it ain't feel good..being helpless and useless..

holiday ended but holiday spirit remains...

no mood for studying no matter what only feels like slping but can't slp..

chalet was great although my fortunes is cut by lots T.T

i'm becoming a spendtrifth nowadays esp on drinks..

during the chalet we went escape theme park as we had 4 free tickets..we went haunted house,rainbow,viking,go-kart,n some lame rides but we took it anyway..i love the go-kart esp.we rode it twice but definately not enuff...HOLIDAYS COME FASTER I WANT GO KART


on tis 1st day of sch
i got an injury at the shin with bruises then swollen looking like broken bones..and a cut but look on the bright side of life i skipped drama..i am not faking it i swear!!!

i wanna win syf so i am commited to drama however chances of winning isn't realli high

and lastly i cut my hair and it totally look like crap...maybe it'll be much better if its longer

Hmm I went to the euro theme park yesterday it wasn't even 1/10 of what i imagine...it was quite lousy i guess and expensive too 1 token is 2.50 and the cheapest you nid at least 2 token...we took e vortex($10),sky rider($7.50) and haunted house($5)...the haunted house was the most waste of money...it wasn't even scary at all..and it ended so fast useless..haunted houses= wasting money!!!

i guess all these rides like vortex and sky rider ain't for me..i was giddy from all e spinning aft we came out our stomache and heads were spinning!!!

now marinating the chicken for chalet later on..laters

today was quite ok i guess...although conflicts happened oftenly between the drama club and dance club but i guess in the end its being put behind befor another crisis rises again..our bbq was called off thx to the rain but its a blessing in disguise!!!
we went up to e home econ rm and did our own cooking there ^^

i stir-fry the fishballs and hotdogs!!! i was so happi when they praised i cooked veri nicely and controled the fire to make it tender ^^

i slept at five yesterday...when i woke up my eyes were bloodshot!!!real bloodshoot really red...

the following drama practices were crappy around some of the bossy dance club members...some of them were real rude even though they were sec 2 they shouted at as scolding my friend...what rights do they have?

then the seniors weren't any better...they were realli bossy their cd player spoiled and they approached us although they don't state it but the tone of e voice meant that we spoiled it and didn't want admit it..

everything wrong goes to the drama club yays!...

but at least i got a sense of achievement as i finally managed to properly coached some of the cast today i believe its quite good and when i comes to SYF compertition we might be walking home with a medal...


Gone Missing 1 month 2 weeks 1 day 2hour and 19 minutes..pls come back..

I"M SUNBURNED!!!IN THE NIGHT!!

well its kinda weird cos these days i played at night but then only today i played in e afternoon but its cloudy..

Injuries all over...Humans are weak against injuries!!!

The one week holiday isn't really a holiday though...

Monday- Wednesday Drama Camp(but yipee i'm going back at night)
Thursday Tution(for awhile only though 1.30hr)
Friday-Sunday Soccer team "Lamster United" Chalet!!! Yeas the 1st good thing)


A Month,1 Week and 6 Days

i was playing basketball with my friend but suddenly he fell and broke his hand omg!! then i called his parents then we went to SGH(singapore general hospital) although we shuld have gone kk hospital..we were there around 5+ but we stayed there till around 11pm+ i was there to somehow entertain him...its all my fault if i hadn't ask him to play basketball he wouldn't be like this if i didn't ask him to play in the rain this won't happen...

I'm guilty once again
always a man with a guilty conscience..

Today wasn't too bad for a first day of common test..doing test isn't bad at all but getting the result is..

aft sch we went play soccer in e rain so we were all drenched from head to toe,but they decided to go my void deck and play..it was a good exercise as we played over 6 hours haha other them some bleeding on the hands and legs it was real great and now i'm real exhausted so will sign off now

3 more days...

Only a few number of people which i can count on my fingers...truly cared about me