POS, Pledge Of Silence, Awareness Campaign For AIDS, Silence For 8 Hours...

I lost my wallet for the second time in this month, the first time was at macdonald in raffles shopping centre, and this time was at kopitiam of white sands and with much thanks and gratitude, i managed to retrieve it with the help of some kind souls...

Halloween At Escape after the whole rhaposody, due to the heavy downpour, we went later than we( Izzu,ShengYao,Peidian ) would've wanted, 2 hours of breathing the escapee air.. Firstly a roller coaster ride, followed by Tarot Card Readings and ending it with a Haunted house before disturbing some kid in a scream costume...

And Stayed Overnight at Changi Airport..Why? Cos We Can



Tarot Reading: Why The Rejection? She Feels I'm Insincere.. Move On, Best Time For Relationships, 3years later

I'm tired of just saying, so now, i'm gonna start doing

1. Mob Club

2. Cheesecake Blogshop..

Assertive..

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So i tried to donate blood today, filled up forms, parent's consensus, check up, blood test... these took up 2hours, eating an hour into my tutorial class and the best part is? My veins are too small... sighhs

and tomorrow, it'll be POS, silence for 8 hours, not too bad and after that Halloween with PeiDian(skeleton),ShengYao(Scream),Izzu(Clown),Kenny(Vampire) at Escape Theme Park

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80% of strangers would smile back at you if you smile at them

20% just shuns away

Went Halloween Costume shopping today with Sheng Yao...

Bad Looking Hair? Got the message..


Really want to join a dance crew and learn
Really want to join a drama company and act
Really want to create my Pranks Club, thus we can create Sudden awkwardness and laughters

I liked today in fact...

Guess compliments certainly lights up a day..

Wonder if mine works that way too..

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Went to Kids Amaze today, you know those "playgrounds" we used to spend loads of time in it when we were young,innocent,naive,tiny and flexible. Climbing up and down, with tubes and tunnels leading to each section, completed with diving into ball pits and plastering each other with the plastic/foam balls?
thats the place we went to, almost 120 teenagers were filling up the place today...

Had a strange dream last night...
1. i was being rob then i fought back and ran, he chased me to a mrt station, then proceeded to shove me down into the tracks, with a train rapidly approaching, i quickly climbed up the other side of the platform and faced the train literally 2cm away from my nose...Got send to a police station.. and i forgot
2. I was lost in what seemed to be NgeeAnn Poly in my dream, got mazed around, then led by a senior of my course, went up the escalator to reach my lecture theatre, a tall guy went down the up escalator, senior refused to give way, he proceeded to scold my senior, i stood in between them and told the guy to just let it go, as i turned back, he shoved me, till i was flying for 2seconds and landed in a position where you will see when professional runners are at the start out line, turned behind for blood, he disappeared, and i forgot

Cycling Day 2, Arms are half baked

Supposingly to look for costumes for halloween but didn't make it, will go to the shop tomorrow..

I seemed to slowly break away from the habit

Break away from the past

No longer remember what you were wearing on the first day you came into my life

But still so mesmerized by you

Kenny Vs Nature in " Moutain Biking"

I hate the way they are changing ponggol, bring unwanted judgement to nature...

Too selfish to lose

Too concerned to let loose

School period is again in everyone's life
4 hours of lecture today wasn't that bad nor excruicating as expected, it was plain ok...
Got it over and done with pretty quickly,

Going home was kinda weird, had my poly classmates on one side, joel beside and sec school friends on the other side of the one side... simplified version - i'm triangled by 3 different section of friends...
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Today is a great day
cos today, i saw you
Today is a great day
cos today, i saw you smiling
Today is a great day
cos today, you looked into my eyes
Today is a great day
cos today, we exchanged conversation
Today is a great day
cos today, I felt like I moved a step closer
Today is a great day
cos today, you accepted my things
Today is a great day
cos today, you laughed with me
Today is a great day
cos today, you gave me something
Today is a great day
cos today, you are here, not there

Wednesday, i breathe the last distasteful aroma, stench emitting from each differential individuals at approximately 8:35 everyday..i chop the last cheque, keyed the last data and filed the last paper, with goodbyes i left with a lightened heart...

I slowly retracked my path back to outram mrt, soaking in a slight mixed feelings that swirled among the matter of past and present, closed my eyes in the setting warm ray, sobering up with the mood affectious songs from my headset, i hurried to Shihui's birthday dinner at Billy's Bomber where i dug in the supposingly famous ribs and a recognised milkshake along with a cup of soup..

When all well's and ended with a session of bill splitting with ShiHui,Val,Sarah,Pam, headed off to harbourfront for a 3nights 2 days of superstar virgo, and sea breeze surging through me..

Its a great vacation i would say, even greater with friends i would reckon since there would be times of stupidness and much more activities to get involved with, day passes through mostly of strolling on decks as the cooling wind ravage against our body or freeze during shows and meals..

Disembarked to KL for alittle shopping time, Theres quite a few clothings that i would most certainly purchase but yet, the cutting of all the clothings there are rather wide... Correction, HUMONGOUS, thus unable to purchase anything except 2 piece of Tees after 1hr of browsing...

I shall end here without an end and let the pictures tell you the thousand words that the phrase ensures....

A pathway of differental doors

A glowing pool of thoughts

Zombification wipe out

With a touch of abnormalties

Wondering where you could have went

and how long more before they take me away

Or leave me at the edge

Envious of how others as i look

And comes to another start of the day

Yet i can't help wondering how it'll be, if you are beside

How much randomness would happen

And how much we would experience

The same view we could appreciate

Yet how could i make a landing

Or how not to make you trail away

Will being together, unseperated happen

A meal of two instead of one

A table for two

A cheer and a toast

As we share our favourite tiramisu

Then with coincidence, your name is formed

Then i remember, i woke up

As the times i spent,
Not a minute of awakeness went without you
images of how it could have been
fantasy of you being here
how it great if you and i are we
you are too much...
too much in my head
perhaps in my heart

Today was the best day of my job, partly was cos its friday

the best part was cos of i had $7 for practically sitting around doin nothing, loads of people took leave today, thus the office is empty, leaving 3 including me, furthermore my mentor left for the bank for 1hrs 30min, leaving me with no job to do... so all i had to do was to pretend i was busy, flipping through past files with my eyes laying on my phone...

On the MRT back, i witness a scene of humanity's disgrace as the few seconds before the door shut closses, isolating both sides, an old uncle tried his luck to squeeze past the door followed by two ladies most likely in their mid twenties were closely behind, when the doors start to shut tight, the old man struggled to stop in his tracks and somehow managed to right infront of the door but the lady behind him was also rushing, thus to stop herself, she awkwardly and inconsiderately pushed the uncle, causing him to squeeze through the door, stuck involunteery between the two doors, yet thankfully to another man inside the mrt pulling him in and shouting at the girls and the advance technology of sensors, the man was freed in mini seconds, in those split seconds, the other lady quickly pulled the other lady back, preventing her from lurching foward right into the door hard....

through this incident, another proof of selfishness in the most inhumane way possible, for the benefit of our own, we step on others unforgivingly.. Yet this isn't an excuse for every mistake, its prolly the same reason with fate, as it is always easy to drop matters with nonchalent ways and excuses such as, "Oh, all human are selfish" and "Regardless of what we do, fate has it for us."
These unplanned reactions are inexcusable and sadly reflections of ourselves, or at least I see

heres a little photos to spice up this place, finally overcomed the laziness

The office...

So today, SY, Richard, Trev and Joel came to outram to find me after work, planning to have some steam boat, yet the steam boat wasn't buffetish thus headed to my house for a home made conservative steamboat filled with loads of stuff as you could see, a well spent $10 from everyone to have a great and cheap dinner with drinks, was joined by YanHua later on, it was an excellent style to get along, homely, freely and funly...

just wished didn't have to waste 4 slices of beef shabu shabu, loads of hotdogs, meatballs and even more cockles..

Ok, the third day of work today, just 5 more to go...

I really do not understand nor do i want to on how do someone work in such boredom, perhaps a matter of habit, i do admit, i don't feel much when i'm working, its like for that period of 9 hours, the zombifying process occurs and everything like a rubber band that strungs back, after work all the dreading begins, the start of the day, you think about work and how long till it ends and at the end of the day, you think about how many hours left do you have till you have to go back to that zombifying process...

Horrifying...

The fleeting march in the mrt, is a proof of stereotyping, as i walked the path of the grown up in suits,my music skipped a track and i hear the clicks and the clats from boots and heels in unification, it kinda instilled fear of growing up in me....


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in my fear i thought of you
thought of how it was gonna end
or perhaps by miracle start
i can't help myself
i dare not say love,
but i l can't choose who to like
and i like you

Sometimes i really hate the feeling of being in an airport, i'm usually like life, honestly elated to be there since i know theres still time, yet as time slowly ticks towards departure, i become more and more reluctant akin to the density of fear and despair that grows, since i know someone is leaving as each plane leaves ground, coming back or not, a future unknown yet. though its a casual trip there but still, it doesn't escape the heart.


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