Something so precious

something so angelic

something so priceless

something so inexchangeable

something so irreversable.

could be so cruel

could be so demonic

could be so depriving

could be so wrenching

could be so heartaching.

you leave your pain hoping to get washed away

you leave those memories you hope to forget

you leave the fallen love to fade back

you leave that trouble to be forgotten

you leave these heartaches to get cure

but all does time do

is to wait and watch your live slowly spirited away

it slowly wears you thin till you're worn out, till you're left dry

gives you no more energy to fight against it's bidding

then slowly toys you around, pushing self deception upon yourself

you knows that clearly yet you can't defy it

you want to but you can never do.

before all the mess you lay down broken

wondering why has time eaten you so slowly

you question yourself, demanding an answer, answers you couldn't possibly give

you begin to suspect the truth to be lies and whatever false might be real

like a history you known repeats as mystery

you tries to change and to repent fervorish

hoping for a barter trade of future for past

your slowly perish into the depths of pressurised depression

when you finaly realize it comes to no avail

you know that its out of your reach, never obtainable

but you claw at the barrier so thick yet leaves no scratches

you try to focus and drill a hole through

but in the end, you sit on the floor, dead beaten

the flare in your eyes slowly fading and extinguish

you lie on the floor, no more strength to do more

you strike a hand through the vast beauty sky

hoping a hand comes and picks you up

but you wait and so far it hadn't come

time never made it easier


only harder and pushing even harder.

till you suffocate and finally worn out

then you finally give up


Yet i'm not done yet, i'm not falling to pieces yet...i'll try somemore before i leave.