10/10/08 Friday
Went to school early in the morning six o clock...Not, went there at around 8am till about 1pm.. tried to drag anthony,shengyao,yanhua to go with me to marinasquare and orchard to collect stuff but failed utterly...
Anyway went with anthony to Hougang, but its a futile trip...as we failed to collect his JayChou disc.

Met up with my brother and took the train to orchard's Paragon to collect my mother's stuff..then went to Marina Square to have dinner, at the Ministry Of Food Japaese Casual Dinning

, had Miso Charsiew Ramen

and a Strawberry Shake 草莓腰, lol

Then Carried on to claim my Gelare Ice Cream Cake!!!




after that, went home then went mac to study with Suriani,MayTze,LiYing..
and went back only at 4am...

Well its a long day...

..Feeling Alone..When I'm Alone...

Those who i once poured my sorrow to, are slowly drawing further..The suffocation of keeping to myself, are slowly returning..

Dominated By You In Every Espect...Even In Dreams

I know, its not the last day to see my school mates but the urge of being back in class is strong, why its always like this?? before it ends, nobody feel anything, but after, all the feelings gush in like a tsunami, swallowing all your vision..

well i'll definately miss every single person that has rubbed their path against mine..

ahhh..Vivian with her big specs...Ferania with her random naggings...LiYing with her ability to get sucked into my lameness...RuoLin with her weird weird talks...Carol with her shouting and eye rollings...Xinyi with her ever so smiley attitude...Suriani with her superb involvement techniques...Suzanne with her attitude towards me...MayTze with her sian-ness/boredom sickness...Shirly with her sleeping and borrowing HP habits...Anthony with his sweets and chocolates and chips and everything nice...ZiHao with his apple polishing...ZhanHwee with his stuckup face...YanHua with his sound effects...ShengYao with his super bizzare laughter...Richard with all his sudden encouragement and whackings...Izzuddin with all his hilarious everything...YiXian with his MOOLLLEEE and "capabilities"...YuanYou with his goping everything and refusing everything i ask him...Wayne with his bochup power...PeiDian with his ah blur attitude...


ahh not forgeting the drama people too..

Carol with all the arguments...Izzuddin with all the environment enhancer...JiaXin with her skill to nag like a mother and her great photography skills...ChunHua with her half sotong half serious look...Sukiyo with her kia-kia-ness...HungSiang with all his easily mistaken words and actions...Kimberly with her "a problem with kenny" behaviour...BinHao with the "Orh" and unexpected response...Ariena with the absolutely random personality...Nicole with the name calling preference and ability to remember the word milk...Sarah with the absolutely negative yet somewhat positive attitude...

yeaa there are many others too..but its never going to end like this lol
so i guess i'll end here..

I wouldn't call this a poem, but it kinda seems slightly like it to pass, but anyway, kinda my feelings recently..

I couldn't lend my hand
I couldn't lend my shoulder
I couldn't lend my strength
Just because i ain't close enough.
You've had a number
I've only seen two
But its excruciating enough
Just to see you leave.
Each time a chance arise
I blindedly followed
Unknowingly to trip again
Into the heartbrokeness.
You don't talk to me
You don't smile to me
You don't cry to me
Just because i ain't close enough.
As i see you go
Into the arms of others
A sense of uselessness overcome
For a period unmeasureable by time.
Your seperation had a weird effect
Of having me snickering and tearing
Raising me in the highest hopes.
Never wanted to believe the truth
But i know i couldn't be
Be the me you wanted to be
So i usually end up in tears.
You and I are never together
You and I are never forever
You and I are never starting
Just because i ain't close enough...

The Place Of Our Grad.

I'm now an official graduate of Peicai Secondary School..

Friday was our graduation day...it was held in the Dance and Drama Room, it started with a video of our past days in school followed by some encouragement from some teachers, then followed by an interesting speech from our principal and vice principal..and followed by speeches from another batch of teachers and the student body...It was kind of feelings which were mixed with disappointment, happiness, sadness, eagerness...And all of us were undoubtably high

Well we 6 guys( Kenny,Izzuddin,Anthony,PeiDian,ShengYao,YanHua ) Acted as a backdrop for the girls..


Suriani with her one finger on the cheek post

The Horrifying RuoLin

XinYi With Her Twisting Pose

MayTze is still e best, don't have any speical needs

Model: Kenny and Liying


4E Guys


4E Girls


4E!!


The Encouragement From Our Juniors


The Best Teacher In The World Award Goes To MR HO

Tml is my official Graduation from Peicai Secondary School.. for some reason, the secondary 1 days were like still fresh in my memories but still it feels like very long since i've came to peicai..

Reckoning my last minute as the class would be actually dispersed...

Ahhh i'm still afraid of Endings.. but life moves on and never stops for a single individual..

Maybe the cause of our highness in class were because of tomorrow....
So we're all probably gonna wear our painted skins and walk around tomorrow

Well theres no doubt these people would be etched into the deepest recess of my mind.





Of course our absent on the photo taking monintress: Hong Liying

Well 3 Happy events today..

Happy Children Day Kids!!, Happy Hari Raya Muslims!!, Happy Birthday Suen!!

ahh regardless that i'm overgrown, we went out to celebrate Children Day today, we as in me,ShengYao,Anthony,YanHua..

went to amk hub in hopes of catching the Painted Skin there but due to the 3 )(!&$(!@&$)!(*$)@!$*)(@*$)(!@&$)& person who arrived 1hr late from the meeting time, the tickets was sold out, so went to buy tickets at the Jubilee Cinema...

Then we happily walked back to AMK hub to get our food but after 40mins of wandering around, we are still lost of what we are going to have in order to please our grouchy stomach, due the long queues and the expensive price, we were practically out of options, thus we settled for a simple fare of food court which wasn't the least simple...Its EXPENSIVE

Then after filling up our bellies, we advanced to the NTUC to get our tidbits which we were going to sneak inside in just a few mins after, but amazingly that alone took a long time due to the confusing varieties which we were unable to choose from.. finally settled for Ruffles and Lays..

After purchasing all those "necessaries" I Faced with an major tribulation... I LOST THE MOVIE TICKETS WORTH : $48.. we went back to the food court but to no avail.. worriedly we staggered to the cinema, i was picturing my other $48 flying away, to repay them....I was really in a loss of words then as i didn't take anything out of my pocket, how was it gone?? the thoughts resonated around my mind..

But Miracles, Cure, Solution eventually came as the guy was kind enough to let us in as they have remembered my handsome face XP just kidding XP though we sat in a different position which was the 3rd row from the screen but it was already good enough... I really thanked the staff alot... A Blessing in Disguise??..

Well i decided to count my blessings then rant about the misfortune of mine...
but the day was enjoyable.. the movie was touching, was good, was ok but have many spaces to develop which they did not make, Painted Skin.. besides the demon who has a fake skin which is painted.. has another meaning actually, its another side of everybody which is on the appearence, you may appear good but you're bad, you might appear bad but you're good...

But anyway, all in all, in conclusion.. it was a fairly good romance story which was touching...

Don't expect much of the fighting but yea, enjoy the romance, enjoy the things one would do for one's love.. i'll rate it 3.5/5 i guess, it don't leave you lingering on the movie, perhaps because there isn't much deep meaning which gives room for imagination??

well i've had a good children day and i'll go back to be a teen tml.. a typical teenager studying for his Os