Well didn't have much of the mood n time to blog these days.. I'm dreadfully tired, i'm mentally drained, spiritually drained as well as physically drained..

Okayy we'll start with 29/8

29th August Friday
Well its teachers day, had a soccer competition, lost, had a concert, bored, had drama, too tired, then had dinner at Botak Jones again, ATE TILL FULL VERY VERY FULL..Thats what they call Re-energised i think??


First Up Being Crazy
I Ordered a Serving of " You Crazy What Burger " it contains 450grams of beef XP
and of course i couldn't finish as expected



Second Up
My Mother's RoseMary Lamb(Lame) Chop



And Last Of All
My Brothers
*&$!*@&$ Ribeye ( can't rmb whats it called)



Well, like they say too much fries aday makes you "healthy"






thenn saturday came, didn't have plans, didn't need plans, didn't want plans... just lazed around, relaxing myself but somehow i got more stress then i needed...


Then 31st August SUNDAY CAME
Went for Drama early in the morning( that was what i supposed to do) but Somehow I was late for drama, which don't happen frequently.. Even i was shocked, probably dued to someones excitmenet in getting high XP so calmed her down and later on just couldn't sleep till 3-4am

Rushed for drama

went to white sands at around 12:30?
waited
waited
waited
waited
waited
waited
waited
till its about 3:30 before we finally performed!!
and afer 10mins of performing we're off to cough(NOT)
went to white sands to play arcade(mainly basketball) and suprisingly Kimberly asked to play ParaPara, i think that might have gave the rest a shock too,judging from Nicole,Binhao,Ariena and Chunhua's expression, but anyway also took neoprints
and off we go to DownTownEast........................................................Till we were stopped by the 2 kiddos Nic and Ari.. to play at the playground which later on became like a photoshoot session instead..






















AND FINALLY dinner at the Downtowneast's SuaKuRa,eat le sure become a Sua-Ku

Yea yea from the curtiousy of the $1000 we won, we drew out about $200 to celebrate on our own...yes at this Sakura...
Jokes Cracked, Tears Dripped From Overfuming Wasabi( thanks to carol -.-), and of course laughters were present!!
1st prize of the longest marathon eater goes to......

KENNY!!

XP

well signing off from this long lasting post
Ciaos~

~ Rotting Tree ~

The dark clouds dominated the sky once again
with cold droplets pouring down
yeaa rainning once again..

Studied for SS all morning
but only to find the time not enough to finish all the questions so yes another A is going down the drain!! well i wasn't the only one just so you know..


had a sort of relaxing time, ShengYao,YuanYou,YanHua,Anthony,Izzuddin,TianBoon all went to my void deck for some PingPong and Badminton, was totally thrashed by ShengYao 7-1 sets... As usual..

Well My Indescribable illness of the undescribable is still carrying on!1

Firstly HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLY
though no presents no cake no nothing but a birthday wish, its bttr than nothing right!!!

had Lit today, wasn't easy, i'm feeling my 2 possible A falls into the abyss of B or C instead, sighs...

Documenteries on Art Central are great to watch!! i learnt lots of stuff and more importantly GEOGRAPHY!!

Love Isn't Blind
It Just Makes One Blind

Prelim started at 2pm today, it was good having a chance of going to school in the afternoon instead, due to the reoccuring of my giddiness, i have a bad feeling about this english results

A Tree Stands And Not Collapse
A Tree Does Not Fall Without Withering
Yes The Tree Is Still Waiting For Its Leaf

A Leaf Departure Is Neither Because Of Wind's Pursuit Nor Tree Didn't Ask Her To Stay
But Its Her Own Heart..

22 Aug 08

School was kinda slack as expected as Friday
Spent first 4 periods on fooling around in the AVA theatre then followed on to ChemLab doing experiments for 2 periods and finally 2 more slack periods for english teacher didn't came today.

Same DnT after school till 5pm

then had dinner with Shengyao,Anthony,Peidian and Yanhua at Botak Jones in Serangoon Ave4

Couldn't help but noticed that its cooking style and serving has changed drastically since i've dined at TPY last year.
But anyway was enough to satisfy our stomach

Yan Hua had

A Thai Botak Burger

Anthony Had

Black Pepper Chicken

Shengyao Had

Itallian Beef Sausage

I Had

A Double Botak Burger

Well Peidian tucked in the earliest thus no photo due to his rapid munchings


After accompany them waiting for bus went home and went swimming due to the beckings of Trevor

went swimming for about an hour with Trevor,Joel and JianHui
then went to my void deck and chatted for a short while before they left

Went home finally de-energized

Yeaps the day have past... and i hadn't heard from you...

A Half-Forgotten Birthday

2008/2008
20 Aug 2008

A Fresh New Dressing Sense For A Fresh New Year




Wahhhhhs i'm an AhPek liaos just 16years ago i dropped down to this world!!
Well firstly Thanks Everyone for their well wishes and also some of your presents..
hmmm i got these stuff in school today



A Note From My Drama Junior, Nicole/Sweet Dandelion



A Picture From My Drama Junior, Ariena/AriBoi




A Drawing and a Note From My Junior, Sarah




A Note / "Love Letter" From Shirly



A Note From SokHong



A Stolen Dropper From The Chem Lab By Yi Xian



A Pocket Torn Off By Benjamin



Lastly about 50 punches from richard/ zhengwei/ clarence/ nazri/ shirly/ hau san/ yi xian.

Yeahh its enough shock already...

Futhermore, after school Shirly and Anthony was acting weird, talking to me so rubbish all of a sudden, not allowing me to move from my spot but still i managed to squeeze till downstairs..Then Hung Siang spoiled their suprise by telling me, Har Har Har

So went up back to class, found out that the Drama club was there singing Happy Birthday with a Tiramisu Cake that doesn't really taste like Tiramisu. Was kinda elated yet unknown how to behave, like every birthday, unsure of how i should feel when people helps me to celebrate.. But still though it was brief, it was kinda fun

because while i was distrubuting the cake, out of nowhere a cake flew right from the right side then when i thought it'll be the end there were more attacks from the Left Right Back Front Center Down Up!!!!since i saw them eating the cake hadn't thought of the birthday smash, and soooo had a good time smashing them back in the face but still the girls were kinda hysterical and sooo gave up since they were screaming and running around...
Hahhhs interesting day~~~1st celebration in school

Well Special thanks to Drama Club too
ahh yes if i didn't write this i'll be probably hacked into pieces
THANKS CAROL
okay?? for organising this suprise??

Well just finished celebrating once again at home, got a Felicia Blue Coloured PSP 0.0
though i wasn't planning to get one at all but yeaaaa THANKS!!


19/08/08
Had an early celebration at AMK's Ichiban Sushi with my family, ordered a whole LOT and i mean ALOT!! the whole table was filled, leaving no space at all.. the bill totaled up to be about $118 for 4 person...


Hahhhsss....



~Why do you ask me to consider others again and again when you should know that you're the one???

Why does things seeem to be different?? you have your problems, i have mine.. yet never once i've thought of using you, neither anyone in this world..

yet maybe everyone is making use of everybody else for, we need these people to live, to brighten our day..

However, there is no intention in doing so, i know you have things currently bugging you but why wouldn't you share?

why your finger is pointed towards me?? why is my concern treated as an accusion of my own enjoyment, my own way to kill boredom??

i'm trying to get to you, you're trying to build a wall before i reach

i'm trying to carry one more of your burden, yet you rather push me away

i'm trying to make you understand but your mind isn't open

i guess sometimes trying just isn't enough

its just another excuse to say i've tried

i'm becoming more tired of trying, i'm always trying, yet it never seems to have any success, i always fail without questions..my existence for existing in your life is not for you to push away, i know..


the reason of my existence for existing in everyones life is different..
but theres one common point

To be strong for you, to be your strength.

Well first of all i'll like to say

HApPY BIRTHDAY YI LEONG..

and back on track to yesterday



17th Aug 08

A day spent at Pasir-ris, at downtown east with my cousins and brother..Finally, i've learnt how to cycle after about 10 years of learning which is equivalent to about 20 days of trying..
but yeah for every learning theres falling, got bruised and cuts all over my legs, yet it was worth every pain.
watched Meet Dave at the new "E-Hub"

well kinda interesting for a chance, it was great acting on Eddie Murphie part..

well another one of a short summary.
hmmm on second thoughts it'll spoil the movie for its very simple.
you should watch it if you like a movie filled with curiosity and minor humor and abit of humananities..Watch this show then.

ratings hmm think i'll give it 3.5/5

but i would recommend this movie

Yes as people,we have to stand by ourselves
But sometimes, its okay to fall,
lean on me,
let me take your fall,
let me bring you to your fall and when you have rested enough,
i'll bring you up again..
don't be afraid
come to me
fall against me
let me support you
I'll give you my strength
i'll be your strength
take my hand
i'll lend you my shoulder


Your making choice to live like this,
And all of the noise,
I Am Silence.
We already know how it ends tonight,
You run in the dark through a firefight.
And I would explode just to save your life,
Yeh I would explode.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky.

I can't find a wall to pin this to,
Their all coming down since i've found you.
I just wanna be where you are tonight.
I run in the dark looking for some light,
And how will we know if we just don't try,
We won't ever know.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Just for you tonight.
Let me help you fly,
Cause you won't have time.
Cover your eyes,
Get your disguise,
They won't ask you why,
They just watch you die.

And it's still so hard to be who you are,
So you play this part,
The show goes on.
You've come this far with a broken heart,
Yeh you've come this far,
And you've broken.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.
Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me make this mine,
I'll ignite for you,
I'll ignite for you.

Let me light up the sky,
Light it up for you.
Let me tell you why,
I would die for you.

And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far with a broken heart.
And it's still so hard to be who you are,
But you've come this far with a broken...

Let me light up the sky,
Let me light up the sky.

My Eyes Burn With Shine When I'm In Drama..
Yes i'm still lingering on
with a will unwilling to move on
its hard to let go
i've started with it
and i need to let it go..
No, i don't want to
i haven't done enough
i haven't experienced enough
i haven't played enough
i haven't learnt enough
i haven't live enough
i haven't act enough
i haven't stayed enough



Did i mention i have got a B4 for my chinese OLevel??? it came as a total suprise for i've been failing chinese since who knows when!!

And being torn by thoughts thundering and resonating around my mind, i couldn't remember my birthday till richard reminded me of it, so Thanks??

I'm just another man facing the world

Theres Always This Glimmer Of Light, Though The Others Is Dark



3 SHOTS OF MUTTON





Many Thanks To Those Who Congratulated Us and Also Those Who Gave Their Well Wishes..

Well, to recount for yesterday...

we left the classroom at 9am, then bought some finger food and fruits to energize us,
then we practiced all they way to about 1pm where we had out lunch before putting up makeup by carol..

Slackers 0.0

Then assembled all the supporters at around 3pm where we moved off to republic poly, unlike the previous time, the other schools this time were friendly and peaceful, thus we entered the place at about 5pm,

waited nervously while doing our line rehersals, took photos and finally its time.


Oh Its Us,Looking At Us..

The performance were great, the cheers were deafening, the nervousness were heart beating. Yet it was great, we did well, though nothing is flawless, we were good enough for me..

Will post a poem of the experience during backstage..

But we didn't have much of an appitite during the reception for us, just praying pray pray pray, friendly well wishes were changed between all the teams before going out for the big announcement..

To our glees and hopefully hopes, we were announced the winner, there was a tracing trail of disbelieve under those shouted happiness

A picture of us with our principal and teachers along with our instructors
...What A Day


Our Certificate

Our Medal

though i fall to the comfort of my bed after 2 hours at home..



A Credit to Our Dear Instructor/ Mr William Tan.

Champions!!! for the national crime prevention skit..

yes the Drama Club of PCSS have achieved 2 times a row, ermmm 1st i meant XP

there were worries,there were nervousness,there were tight tensions but we made it through with shrills of joy... Blog other time, too tired,exhausted,strengthless

Grand Finals of National Crime Prevention for our Drama tml

wish us luck

We're Drowning You Tonight


Hmmmm, somewhy my instructor is a chicken....


Went wandering around yesterday with MayTze in Vivo, had a weird topic to talk about all along and even a weirder topic when we sat down in the middle of no where eating chocolates..

Today had drama from 9am-4pm, competition in 2 days... Best of luck to us Drama Club That Drownded You yesterday,today,tomorrow and forever..
Then had a mini basketball session with trevor, had another chat about girlfriends and stuff like that..Well a tiring day with homework undone..


Staring through a window, where i've taken a fall, staring at your hands, stained with I Love You, of course for him

My Sky is always Rainning now

A Spoonful Of Sugar That Isn't Sweet

its still a question how is it possible, for you to be able to break me twice.. but i guess its truly okay for me to fall, for you i existed to fall, yes for you i will fall..
A Song that changed its defination

Yet i know i must be strong, for i've found the reason, people expects me to be strong and thats the reason why i must stay strong, for i was living for others all along..There shouldn't be a me from the start, thus strong i would stay..

Thanks Carol for constantly remind me that and also thanks for your "pillar of strength" XP

Soooo i'm sorry for sulking for these three days, from 06 - 08..

all i could do now is just to carry on and to keep my promises for you hate empty ones



While You Carry On, I'll Face You With A Mask




Till A Day You Wish To Unmasked Myself,Till A Day Where I Won't Be Tired Of Smilling.




For A Tree Stays Rooted Through Wind And Storms



For A Leaf To Return Someday

For There Isn't Another Leaf

For Your Smiles Is All That Matters

As i walked in the rain,with wind breezing through me, i couldn't feel cold outside even though my hands are purple..as i took a bath it didn't feel hot on the inside even though the heater was to the max, yes i've become emotionless.



When a two person comes together, theres always another two person who feels the slash of pain

To Fall Apart Once More

Why do you feel this way
Its not like its the first time you're away
from love thats drawing you further
trapped between these hurdles
you wasn't anyone from the start
you're not any kind of beautiful art
just a miserable person with a lonely heart
that has always been far apart
Its not you at all
so its alright to take the fall
for its never my name you'll call
Who did I think i was
to think time could be reversed
and love could be rehearsed
there isn't a song without a verse
like how there isn't a me with you
Are you feeling alright
Yes I am with a smile
yet with tears flowing through the night
it wasn't hard, for i went down without a fight
Because i wasn't even there from the start
i never was in your league
i never was someone but a freak
i was only someone with tears trickering
To think i thought what i had another chance
but it was still I who heard I Love You
from you to another you
It isn't a suprise for
I'm Fallen Apart Once More



A second ago smilling with hopes
a second after crying with tears
its easy to bring me down
its hard to bring me up
just lend me a shoulder to cry out to
for she had fallen for another once more
and i have fallen below my knees

I'm Bothered, Irrational, Complexingly Perplexed

Not only about studies, not gonna talk about studies for i'm sure you got my point already.

I've been thinking about ways i could have done or not done to make that particular day more meaningful for you, it was enough for me but nothing is too good for you, i've done things that i usually don't and undone things i've usually does, does it confuse you?? about who i am?? i've been wondering too...If theres another chance i'll try to let me be myself to face you once more, no more mask, no more another me...

But nevetheless, life goes on with you dominating my thoughts, for every second, i've found out i've been living for you..



Thrown away excuses

Attractions
Behind
Closed
Doors...

Yes I've learnt something from the Humanities Quiz today..

The army led by Hitler was called ~~STORMTROOPERS~~

I practically laughed when the guy from sec 3 said that with confidence, i tried not to be rude but its not possible..


MOTIVATED TO STUDY!!! TEMASEK POLY HERE I GO NO MATTER WHAT!!

Well i watched Camp Rock about 3weeks away and suprisingly i just found out the girl that stared in the show "Demi Lovato" had actually the same date,month and year as me, 0.0 well not that suprising actually..
check it out
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Demi_Lovato
and the her hit song This is Real This is Me

Finally watched a movie in the cinema and not at home alone...Money No Enough II..with Eileen,Elice and Serene..^^had a great fantastic day not 饭tastic but Funtastic

I'm shouting an encore XP


It was indeed funny if you understand abit of either hokkien or teochew and as expected of Jack Neo, it was always touching near the end... The grandma in the show kinda reminded me of my grandmother, same symptons but OF COURSE we Don't act like the sons( well watch the movie and you'll understand

give it a ermmm 3.5/5??

Well for a short sypnosis

-2/3 sons of the grandmother are rich
-1/3 son of the grandmother is poor
- everyone complains about govt. as usual
-one son introduce his brother to his business
- all 3 went broke
-lots of devastating things happened
-tried to savage situation
-grandmother is sick
-grandmother did a heroic deed and died
-all 3 brothers stayed united after she died as they kept arguing before that
-they started from the start again
THE END

HAPPY HUNGRY GHOST FESTIVAL EVERYONE

This week was paced so slowly yet when i think back it was as usual..

My DnT is almost finished, the product that is BUT the workshop had to closed on thursday and friday for specific reasons )=

Anyway i just returned from the park at serangoon ave 4 as we were having a game there with my brother and his friends, simply said we're playing with guns only that it was the sensor from the gun we were aiming and shooting at, our games lasted for about 2hours, playing 3 games in total...

1st game: died early for our team is unsure of the terrian unlike the other group that consists of all experts at this game..And obviously the experts won, the experts ALWAYS WIN!!

2nd game: lasted for long but they accomplished their mission 1st so we lost again..

3rd game: FREE FOR ALL, i was finally doing great for this game as i was the 5/9 to die, but i'm already a winner for i've suceeded in damaging most of them, would have a chance to win if only the Experts DIDN"T FORM AN UNRULY ALLIANCE...

shall not carry on as most of you are probably lost ^^

glad i know it..

so if you wanna know more, you can contact me

Its expensive and fun V^^

Ciaoos i'll waste my time till sunday~