From the present we look back into our past, looking of how everthing was over or under done, things are always done with insufficiency and regrets are always left as a trail for us to follow up. You realize if you think and reflect enough, how things have changed as you yourself have similiarly changed, your perspective different, your attitude conversed, your feelings switched. Scoff at your previous naive self yet reminsce and yearn to return as a method of escaping of how the world truly works.
I found how pleasing and accomodating I once was, then i got sick and disgusted with how little gratification i receive back because i'm not a saint to do things without any want for rewards. I gave and never receive. I was passionate and never returned. I was forgiving and never forgave. I was always trying and never allowed.
Thats when I understood the fact of how heroes never stand to gain, only of selfish means, you are allowed luxury... You have to be a jerk and unfeeling before people learn to take you in their mind... You have to be cold and calm before people want your attention.... This was just a mere unspoken truth that i realized perhaps too late to skip the misery i immersed in.
No...Don't even disagree these words...Leave your little perfect world behind if you're gonna leave it some time, Burst your bubble if its gonna blow up some time, Wake up if you're going to be awake some time, Walk out of your fairy tale if you're going to grow up... Time to just grow up...Or just stay there forever..
You induced this and I just went along
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