This has kind of been a tradition for us, me, Trevor, Richard goes to Joel's house for a night, just to sit there, eat steamboat, drink alcohol, play some games, talk about anything that comes to mind.. Theres nothing much to it, nothing much fun you could see in it but sometimes, thats the miracle that happen, somehow we relax and laugh about things we made up.. Its nice once in a while when you just sit down and do things that doesn't matter..From young, drinking was a taboo or at least that was what was input into us, brainwashed actually.. yes it doesn't give you much benefits other than providing a relaxant agents, but still its a way to loosen up, to be drunk from your life and for once less sober to be depressed among your consciousness. Being high, doesn't mean to be bad, but just be easier to laugh at things, say stuff you don't usually do which helps to be more disposed of these burdens.
but i guess that i want to be drunk...so i really do know how do i feel...so i know who i really want to be.... so i can momentarily die
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