Empty
And somehow i'm not surprised anymore, every time i let down things, making a decision to perish with every ideals i had alternatively preset in the beginning, you'll appear in some coincidental dream of mine. This dreams appears to be my conscience and positivity that has seem to faded behind the habits of the greyed and smoked. Its always going to have something going on for me with you but like how it is, it exists only as a memoir from the dream.

Perhaps, it was really wrong to have went this path in the beginning and went that far out, missing all the exits split paths, and now i'm bound on this road straight down with no other way around it.. Its so far away, and i've been far away for far too long, because all i ever notice becomes how much empty spaces there seems to be around me, everything seems to have emptiness surrounding them, its so persistent and hesitant that its hard not to notice even for a second.
So by somehow, in this dream, you asked if i was in any relationship, i boldly told you no, because i was waiting for you all along, and you smiled... It was really regretful how i woke up before i could hear your reply to my question if you would give me a try after so long.. I so badly need to move on, but you're still somehow always infront