Deciding Uncertainty
Some roads you see are bright and most of it paints out right before your vision, its a clear cut path with dusted concrete and all that is left is some footstep to be left on the smooth straight tiles.

Some roads are much different, you see it all cluttered, untamed, deserted, abandoned, dark, intimidating, its usually so deep in and so curvy that you can't tell how the course of road would lead.

Its usually so much easy to take the path which walks straight into things that you can expect things from, but no, you hardly ever take that path down because you're curious and so ever confident in the beginning, you take that godforsakened road thinking you'll make it out alive, thinking you'll conquer it regardless of its hazard.

It usually starts out okay even while taking some chances with the forked roads. Some people chose the right path and it leads them right out into an oasis of paradise, they got everything right but most people undermined this and takes the wrong one, and with each wrong turn, it brings you so much deeper into darker forest, all soon just to lose all the positivity they once had, it messes with your mind and take the liberty to screw with ever chance it gets.

To some point, you sit down with knees to your chest wondering whatever made you decide on this, and sometimes you'll wonder if you'll ever get out like how you see so many other does, you keep convincing that your luck wouldn't be that rotten to keep heading the wrong way but in the end, your path never stop being the mistakened one.
So in the end, what would you do?
What would you be?
For 6 weeks, i've knowingly and manipulating myself to avoid even pressing on your page or read whatever of you on my news feed, i got some bottom notch distraction that pulled some smiles back to me but tonight some nut of my brain asked me to just look back once more to convince that i'll finally be heading off now.. And the rest you could guess. No, i didn't even have to read your status, i didn't even have to stare at your photos, i realized the moment i clicked on your name, everything flowed back once again.. No floodgates i know of would be strong enough from stopping you, and boy do i hope to now, i can't forever get tsunamied back..