The Opposed
It appears to how much you're deny of the privilege, the more you tend to act up against that denial.

The more you're denied, The more you want to..

You know you weren't suppose to do it, you understood the fact that nothing good could come out of it, you know that you'll probably throw away much more then you would receive, You know all of these but in the end theres a maybe lying somewhere, a glimmer of hope that it would be different this time, a little light that you gain by deceit to yourself, and so you do it

The more you're restrained, The more you start to unleash

You've seen how it all went down countless of time yet this becomes a regular thing because of the fact that you're still searching, so each time you get a chance, you tell yourself, it might be the one, it would be the one time thats different, this one last try would work.. I guess noone can defy this because of the fact that you're still searching for the one.

The more you shouldn't, the more you would

Just now as i watched How i met your mother again, Stellar said something along the lines of "I know you're sick of waiting and its hard to ask you to wait alittle while longer or perhaps a longer period of time but she is walking her way to you too, as fast as possible."
It really gave me a smile when i thought of it, wouldn't that be nice, wouldn't that come true?

I know its a blind throw, I know its a distance that i can't reach but still i think i'm still letting myself fall in because i'm sick of being so stuck in my previous one.. Thats why i couldn't stop smiling last night, I expected it to be awkward but it turned out that you didn't mind talking to me.. At least for this 2 days. Maybe its different? i kind of doubt it