HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA!!

Today was a failure, I planned, I made, I rushed, I forced, I plead, I panic, I wanted it to turn out flawlessly, but Today wasn't a fairytale, but a failure...

It was suppose to turn out just nice, me being there, you turning up soon, I'll get you things, we'll laugh and i was gonna steal your first hug

I got it all pieced out, all except your only piece that you didn't give... So tomorrow, couldn't it be better and let me have it my way??

I may be stupid and requited, but at least, let me have a chance to be all that..
Its my feelings, bundled together in it, please understand..